~I Afraid Of Darkness~

yup . monday is my birthday . i donno wat will be happen .. but hope i a wonderful day ! coz is my bday ma ! i born in new year man ! so cool . this is the new life in sec sch . i know it will be good ! coz i am friendly ! =D but i don like gangster wan ! hahas . weihao bday is also coming soon ! 14/2/1997 .. cool hor .. his bday is better than me . hahas . i sick man .. on sat after playing basketball .. donno y leh .. but until today . i also a bit sick more la .. but is going better .. coz i 4ever stay strong wan ! hahas .. i don look down on ppl .. i don care the ppl who look down on me .. i just know .. i am smart wan .. now i loves study thn last time ... 2/2/1996 my birthday . i a wonderful day .. ah .. hope so .. but no matter wat happen i will stay strong .. but monday i got basketball on in school ! oh o ! until 6plus .. after tt where can i go .. my bday need to go basketball but is okay .. this is my life .. bday every year one time .. nvm . my life is still very long to go...

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wa.. today i went to two ah me house . father side . no one can play with .. but go to mother side .. i got my all cousin there .. yang yang bully me , siying n my sis .. he don give me sweet until i said sry .. so bad lor .. then ah boy .. got show on in TV .. so cool ! ah ee is the last one .. to come .. aiyo . wait until .. siyi , xinyi family all go home then come .. too bad lor .. left with my mum , ah ma , siying, wei xiang ,me , my sis n my bro .. hahas .. weixiang follow my sis so .. nv follow his mum .. after last me , siying , my sis n weihao go down .. take pic .. n chat .. i enjoy today .. coz the funny thing is at behind lor .. my cousin jian ming bring us home .. then the car cannot take too many ppl .. me , bro , sis , siying total got 5 ppl liao .. but bing hong run out so he follow us lor . he super funny lor .. on the to my house . we chat we bing hong .. then my bro bully him ... hahas .. he go put his ear .. and binghong told is me .. he go put my .. then i said is ...

Happy New Year ! let smile together and welcome new year to come .. hahas .. bring it out ur smile .. show everyone ur lovely smile .. and this year is the meaningful new year .. hahas .. i love everyone .. the most happy day in ur life ! i love my sis n bro in christ =) Family too ! let smile together and wait for the new year come .. when is came to us.. we show out our lovely smile .. oh .. this is the meaningful new year .. this is where we start .. a new life . let start a meaningful life n plan for ur life .. i love new year =) Let Smile With Me =D Amen

wa .. tried lor .. this few day . until can't post .. i keep going to bugis buy new year thing and school got alot of thing to do .. i also got basketball .. so tried man .. but i loves my school so much .. i super de tried .. but wat i wish is no one like me .. coz i don like this thing wan ! i only know now is study , family , church , friends and have a good rest .. then i will not late to school .. but the bus 58 hor .. wait 20 min like tt wan .. so long ... tmr going back to school hahas =) i so happy i meeting alot of friends .. yi dian , nigel ong and still have 5 or 6 ppl ... don add me la .. hahas .. after going back to school .. me n alot ppl go play basketball . jia jun go to xinmin by himself or with mavis .. i very good lor .. i got abt 7 ppl ! so cool ! hahas ... basketball ? wa .. tried loa .. basketball .. i got to study CPA .. coz next week got test .. tmr , sat ,sun and mon .. no time to learn so i going to bath and then go study my CPA .. now i study alot ah ! ha...

today .. was ok la ... but super tried .. now then come back ... i take bus go Health Promotion Board ! then go bugis .. buy new phone n i got new number liao .. don tell ppl ... hahas =D i tried liao ... i just now take pic with one children .. next time put in .. hahas ... tried liao .. and nth to said .. just can said nth happen in school ! this week no service ! hahas .. =D coz new year ... yes got ... hao bao ! =) hahas .. i wan to go bath first .. later see how got online or not .. then tell u fully abt today if nv online then don said liao .. or i online other blog lor .. coz very la time nv post liao ! bye .. have a nice day

wa .. today was so tried .. take care yoko n miki ... hahas .. it was fun ... but tried .. both of u do this do tt.. then fight .. at last both cry .. lame lor .. but this the 2nd or 3th saw miko ! hahas .. hope soon i can see miko more than 10 time ... =D .. i will be happy ... smile in my heart .. is most important thing! =) smile ... tmr got school lor .. tried ... hope tt keegan can let me join back usher .. i go tag him .. i said ..... ( keegan ! if i fail my BMT .. but i i join back usher ? ) keegan : rebecca: u wan to join usher ? .. hope i can join back ... but i scare tt need to pass BMT ... but i fail it ... now i busy than last time .. last time pri nth to do wan only play ... lame la .. play ... but now is study , church , family , school thing on must go wan ! , cannot late for school and some house work ! i also need to sleep wan rite ! i very tried everytime after school donno y leh ... just feel tried .. but is only when the time is 1 to 5 like tt i feel like sleeping ....

wa.. today don know go school listen to wat thing .. dam lame lor .. 11am till 1pm .. tried lor ... but i late i reach there at .. 11:40 am like tt .. then i with my friends xin yi go find jun n shawn .. play basketball ... i next time don play with jun liao ... next week start need to bring him back home .. one week 2 time .. tried liao lor ... =( .. but nvm la .. i don care too much wan .. i just know today very tried ... i play basketball until super tried today .. we having fun man ! with jun n shawn .. i today find out more abt jun liao .. he tell me all the thing le ... y sometime he so bad to ppl ... i know y liao ... but he very funny .. lol .... hahas =D i just come back i wan to go bath first later .. i will be back ASAP ! =D smile Smile is a God give ! hahas .. i love you !

wa.. i so happy tt i in basketball team again ! is so fun ... i donno how my life going to be .. but i know i should enjoy my life .. coz is God give me wan ! i don know leh .. life have change liao .. i become a good girl but i saw someone who is bad .. is alot lor .. lols .. tried man ! i know tt devil r trying to stop God plan .. so they make me in basketball team ... so later i no time for church .. coz holiday i also need to go back .. i tried of this school .. it look good .. only some ppl r not nice at all ! i don know wat they thinking but they also don know wat i am thinking .. hahas ... i feel tried ... i wan to go study liao .. coz i got plan ... now for study ... so see how ! later post or tmr ! bye =D smile

wa.. today was so tried .. i going to stay back help my class do thing but i did nth ... coz i have some friends .. that i don like ... i don know tt i can live in this class or not ... tried man ... i go find nigel ong .. wa thank God he haven go home .. so i take me bag go home with him n yi dian ... we walk n chat .. tried man ... but is a good thing tt yi dian talk to me.. he don talk much wan ... btw .. today everyone in the class make teacher angry .. but only some don have .. like me .. jk la .. i do math in Sc lesson .. n talk little bit only la .. i am a good girl k ... i R with nigel n yi dian most of the time is with nigel .. but now i know someone who is own churchmate .. cool rite .. she from F40 wan ... and i happy tt .. calia at friendster said i going back to church i so happy .. to know tt ... hahas .. =D but i in school don have alot friends .. but i got alot of teacher loves me .. i like to said hi n make them smile ... i know abt 4 teacher ... girl wan .. one is my ...

wa.. this is the 70 post .. tt i post it .. so many time .. today i go school was okok la ... in school not really feel happy ... but be coz of today playing basketball with yidian n some of his friends .. is tried but .. is fun .. but i reach home abt 5plus ... i play with yidian till 2plus .. then i go back to class ... 0330pm .. i find anthony they all play basketball until 4plus like or 5plus .. is super tried lor ... but ok la got fun can liao .. everyone enjoy can liao .. i will be happy wan ... btw i feel to give up children i think is be coz of study or becoz long time nv saw yoko ? don know y leh .. but i hope i can loves children ... i tell ppl more abt them .. n feeling .. wan they wan ... but i think is becoz of tried .. so i was thinking to give it up ... i know alot of ppl .. but is 1E5 ppl ... not my classmate .. i don talk much in class .. so don know anyone .. hahas ... tried ah ... my saturday is like all full .. morning till nite ... i don know wat to do .. should ...

wa.. today school was okok .. only tried ... i go Mac with qi yu n nigel ong ... hahas ... got a lot of girl follow qi yu wan k ... funny ... but i am not the one ... is nigel call me go along wan ... hahas .. we chat . qi yu donno i am his classmate when we p1 ... is 6years ago ... hahas ... i very tried man ... saturday is all full lor ... my time ... morning till nite ... 8am wake up don my thing ... 9am go CG 10:30 rush to school 11am start smth .. i also donno is wat thing .. but cannot don go wan 1pm or 1:30pm rush back to church for zong f service .. coz long tine nv go ma..so i not going from sat baskeball liao .. 3plus end ... go eat 4pm paryer meeting ... see got time to go or not 5pm service ... see how .. i don think i going to take care children liao 7plus ... end , hang up ... 8plus go eat 9 pm ... hang up till 10 plus or 11 pm abt 10 or 11 go home 11plus .. see how wan to online or not ... if i tried go sleep lor .. if not online lor 1 or 2 am ...

hahas .. today siao .. go play basketball again ... but i very funny ... i go meeting jia jun ... at his sch ... from zhonghua go manjusri ... funny ah ... after meeting him ... we go take bus together to PLKCC ... play basketball ... PLKCC = paya lebar kovan cc ... and jia jun saw his friends .. them he chat with his friends in bus .. then i listen lor ... y i go down meet him .. i really is siao ... hahas ... but he very funny ... hahas .. we walk to PLKCC ... we walk n chat together ... hahas .. don anyhow think can already ... coz i n jia jun is only friends ... his bday is 4/4 my is 2/2 .. cute hor ... both of us very cute wan ... sat we playing again ... i 11am go school till 1pm .. go play until 3plus .. or see how ... jia jun very funny ... victor call him .. then he call back if i not wrong ... then funny thing is ... jia jun .. said hello hello .. u call me then don talk siao ah ... but u know wat he do ... he talk on phone but ... put ear piece.. but he did even know tt ... ...

wa .. this post is the 67 post .. wa ... jun last year to now .. is already 67 post .. so faster .. my life have past so faster ... so tried ... i already going to be 13 soon .. 20 days like tt ... now is a new start in sec sch .. but is a good thing .. i got contant with old friends .. go out for playing basketball .. hahas .. this week is the 4 time we play basketball .. but is a good thing ... next week also got .. but is only one time ..sat ... morning to 3plus ... hahas ... today basketball is like okok .. no one angry .. is a friendly basketball games... today ... hahas . i feel a bit tried .. coz tmr got sch .. i don really like sch ... yidian .. hahas i wrong is yidian not yi diao .. hahas .. last time ... i spell wrongly .. hahas . today .. is like go play basketball so nv go church ... but i having fun with them ... jia jun today tell me his feel liao .. is not donno .. is fun n exciting.. shawn nth ... anthony okok ... then i nv ask anyone liao ... today not pcc.. i paya leb...

i donno . today my feeling is wat ? but i know tt shawn to super nice .. he know where he wrong at .. so he said sorry to us .. funny shawn . but he not bad wan lor .. today morning when for play basketball .. with jun , shawn , darryl and more ppl ... we play until very happy .. after darryl go home .. we play awhile then change place to 961 hougang ... we take 325 ... to there ... from PCC to 961 ... hahas .. it was so happy ..but when we play basketball ... jun , anthony and ST ... me , shawn , shao xiang and hong sheng .. one team .. but shawn keep scold ppl .. like hong sheng .. shao xiang .. but i forget he got scold me or not.. but i just know tt he was very angry .. then i don talk lor .. is better ... even anthony he also scold... anthony keep talking ma .. so make him angry lor ... so everything i don talk to him ... but i on the way to church .. ST said i saw shawn n jia jun .. then i call jun ... everyone think tt jia jun is better then shawn .. but is the same lor ... but ...

the power of the lord is no one can change it .. no one can replace the God ion my heart .. my heart 4ever with the God , children , family , church and friends ! but i don really care abt friends but i care abt my Lord , the young ppl , my family and church ... my vision of zhonghua .. haven start yet ... from me .. nth is important than children in my life ... basketball .. if they really call me down i will be join the basketball team ... i scare later no time from church .. but i know my God will forget me 1 0r 2 times .. am i rite God ? tell me tonite ... ur power can make me feel so happy ... but not only God make me happy ... but children too ! they my life ... i am the one who going to bring ... the children in my church ... but try let the mum n dad know this... if they don wan then nvm ... but try not to bring ... i really don know wat to do...i use alot of my time .. just becoz of the children .. but now ... i don know why i really feel so unhappy becoz of smth... i fell tri...

wa... i feel ok today ... in just nth to me .. said abt school is nth de lor ... but i want to tell everyone .. don care wat devil said to u don listen .. if u believe them .. ur life is die on the devil not urself .. believe them is not a good thing .. devil teach u a wrong thing ... but God will teach u a good thing lor..life is like tt wan .. don think tt God only care for the ppl who is very good ... u r bad last time but not now .. God got eyes , devil got too ! they know u start tofollow jesus ways .. but not their ways.. the start to said smth bad abt GOD so try not to believe them .. they r not ur life .. urself is on ur hand .. don give it a died ... just because of .. devil .. no matter wat happen God will hold own hand together to the end .. he will not put it down .. coz his loves no one can replace it ...even devil also cannot... God power is u can't see it .. but by feeling u will try to know it wan ... God give u the ways .. u walk in .. it will be more better for ur...

hahas . . . i don really like to said abt school ! but nth happen in school already . . school was so tried . . but i got 4 or 5 years ago ... tried .. from primary school .. p1 to p6 have just past .. now a new life .. i hope tt yi diao can run with me from the vision of my n church .. i trying to take him back to church .. but not easy .. i call someone help me .. we going back to school on .. 23 jan .. aiya change liao lor .. shawn they all change de ... hope we got time from it .. school alot of thing to do wan . . so i like my primary school .. today i went back hahas .. i didn't see mrs soo .. =( so sad .. next time .. then go back n find her ... i walk in the school i saw the first teacher is miss toh .. hahas ... funny .. then i run very faster .. i have talk with .. mdn toh ... miss toh ..mrs heng ... office ppl =) ... later time nv see them .. the last teacher i see is MRS NG .. so don wan to see me ... but at last also got talk to me wan .. she 4ever so cute de lor ... b...

life is very wonderful ! i loves my life so much ! hahas ... my birthday is coming soon ! hahas . . . today i ask wan xin , anthony , shawn , darryl , belmont and evelyn .. go play basketball . . . hahas .. i feel so tried today ! i think this is not the last time we play ... hahas ... this week everyone is busy ! coz of .. the school CCA n some got camp ! i also got CCA .. i don really think tt join basketball coz od no time .. my mum call me join computer ! but i don really like .. but is my mum said tt .. so aiya nvm .. join lor ... then if got time then join BasKetBall ! but i don really wan to give it up .. but ivan can become of God y can't i ? ... but if really no time for church i will not join .. of coz la ... life is with God no God no life lor ... i today change my blogskin .. coz i don wan 4ever put tt ... i not only loves God .. but also baby .. my other blog got baby liao .. so i put this lor ... star n sky .. is also wan i likes .. nite time de sky more nice ... mor...

hahas . i am back . . . oh ... tmr got school man .. just came back from camp ... don even have rest time ... i feel tried .. just now .. i wanted to sleep .. then my mum said tt she going out .. ask me wan join her .. then i join her lor ... now then come back ... but i don feel anymore tried liao ! my classmate ... 1 or 2 girl ... very rude . . . from her mouth said out most of the words is not nice at all wan . . . then i have learn to be nice so ... i don talk much to them ... but i become a girl is super ''Good Girl'' wan lor . . . coz no one i know and teacher all very nice to me ... i go to school everyday bring my smile to my school ... and i knew one friends .. tt is very Good Boy like tt wan lor ... his the first boy i make friends with ! the first day .. ya ... in school ... all teacher r very good wan la .. hahas ... i going to join basketball ... but if really tt basketball make me no time for church ... i will not join it ... hahas ... coz of dominic wo...

hahas .. i was in camp ytd .. just came back ... 6pm ... then end .. so late tmr still got school ! i very tried .. i need to do alot of thing ! i don really enjoy at there but ... nvm la ... i miss my house .. then ytd i cry coz there no one i know ... then i start to miss my house ... then cry liao lor ... i know one ppl from FCBC ... she very nice to everyone ! today . . . i don really like my classmate.. i use a very nice sound to her . . . ut she don care . . . still said me ... then i run away ... i go find weiling ... the ppl tt very nice wan ... she the wan taking 1T1 ... age is abt 16 or 17 ... hahas ... the boy in my class r very nice ... of coz la ... some is a little lame ppl . . . hahas . . . hoho . . . but i have a long way to go .. hahas ... 4 or 5 years ! i only enjoy ............ games .. later see how then post again!

hahas .. going for camp soon ... i feel very scare and i don feel like going ... coz no one i knew ! i wish my friends all over there ! i feel tried .. i wanted to sleep more but can't coz later soon ... i going to camp .. i don wish to late ... haahs ... but now ... is 6plus ... i really wanted to sleep coz ytd sleep at abt 3 .. then wake up at 5 plus ... is like on 23 nov 08 ... then day i also sleep at 1 plus ... but i remember i sleep on tt day is abt 4 plus .. then wake up on 6 plus ... hahas ... but i enjoy going for AC ... but the next AC is on 2010 ! amen ... i wan to thank jianming man ... if he nv let me go then i will not be the last usher ... of the year of 2008 .. i miss 2007 and 2008 ! i feel tried of my life now ... but like pastor lia .. said ... the next year will be come more good than last time ... it will happen ... more good .. haahs ... going liao bye ... sry i didn't re read my post wan ... so some time will be some wrong ! hahas ... bye in the name of je...

hahas ... i said today will not online but i did ! hahas ... tomorrow got camp i feel like going to sleep ! so tried but haven do my thing yet ... today pastor lia was so cool n powerful .. Amen **Faith**Love**Hope** gtg ... bye bye .. good nite ... have a good day ! in the in name of jesus Amen tell u more abt today on wednesday or when i come back from camp ! hahas ... =))

waaa.... today is my happy day ah ! i know new children total 4 ! i saw them smile .. so i also smile ... hahas .. some ppl think is lame .. but i don think so ! hahas ! monday got camp don wish to go ... monday my CG going out ... they call me go but too bad ! i got camp ... so i hate it so much the camp ... tmr don think free to online ... hmm... next online should be 6 jan ! after my camp ... wa ... is 2 days 1 nite ... thank my God is not 3 days 2 nite .. later i cry ah ... no one i know wan ... i like my p5 camp ... hahas .. is better ... coz i know them they know me ... but now is zhonghua sec 1 camp ... i don know them they don know me ... i know liao la make friends with them ! hahas .. i must make friends coz ... i wan zhonghua to be in my church! Amen ! Love - i wan to love my God , children , family and my friends ! Faith-i have faith in everything so tt God work on me ! =D Hope- i have hope don said me no hope .. coz everything i do .. is by faith ... i not a hopeless ppl ...

Happy New Year ! I know is to late to said tt ..hahas ... just to wish everyone vision can come true ! hahas ... New year is a new life ... living with family ! studying with some new friends having a new life in sec sch ... having fun with CG or church ppl ! I believe New Year , will get better then last time ! hahas ... Amen let talk abt ytd my school ... wa ... first day of school is like u don know everyone ... but teacher r very nice ... ZhongHua is a good school in singapore ... hahas . 2 more year ZhongHua ... is the age of 100 ! hahas ... cool this school is super old de lor ! ZhongHua sec sch ... start at 1911 ... if i not wrong ! wa even my ah ma also having born ah ... OLD SCHOOL ... lao liao lao liao ... this is the old ppl like to said lao liao lao liao ... zhonghua is lao liao ! hahas ... so cute ... me ah 4ever cute wan ... ytd i saw yidiao at my school ... but everyone tolfd tt he go other sch ... but he change to zhonghua sec ... hahas ... good ... but not alot ppl ...

oh ... today i start school man ! the first ppl i know is 1E1 ppl ... not my classmate ! i from 1T1 ... they told i am 1E1 ... but i believe i can go 1E5 ! same with my friends ... i believe next year i will go 2N1 ... hahas ... then soon sec 3 go to 1E5 ... hahas ...join my friends ... btw i enjoy school today ... i get number from 5 ppl in my class one more is from 1E1 ... number ... they got my number ... i got their number too ! i happy camp on monday 5/1 to 6/1 ... 2days 1 nite ... 6/1 6pm go home ... wa .. but today very tried ... i feel super tried ... hahas ! Zhong Hua is so cool ... even teachers very nice ... 1T1 and 1E1 teacher very nice ! hahas ... i feel super tried ah ! i wanted to have so rest... i wan to sleep i wan to sleep ................ ah................ want can i said ! said nth only ... zhong hua is just not same as primary school ! hahas ... ZhongHua Sec School is not same as only sec school ... zhong is the best ! zhonghua zhonghua is the best ... zhong...