~I Afraid Of Darkness~

On the 17 August 210 , I vomit in the morning 05:38am ... Early in the morning wake up i was very happy that Tuesday i woke up so early ... But end up wake up so early is to vomit ... -.-ll Irritating sia ..... I remember 3 July 2010 i fall down and the doctor told me if vomit need to go back to hospital ... Lol . That was like one month ago doctor said wan ... so is like this vomit must be nothing want right ? haha . hope so .... This few day school happened a lot of things ... And i think is not fair to me at all .... I never come to school on Tuesday & Wednesday .... I never give letter or MC ..... Then , Mr lam give me detention ... whatever ... Tuesday really vomit leh . you guys don't trust me ... I don't said lies please ... Arg..... Irritating school . Cannot post much cause now very late and i wanna to go find dad right now . . sian now is going to be 5am ... soon .............. Going to off the laptop and go find dad . 7am come back i think . Then come back sleep

During those few days ..... I found out that i kept going out with my classmates . I don't know whether is good or bad . But I'm very happy that nowadays i am very close to my classmates . But that is not the happy that i am finding right now . How i hope i can trust someone with all my heart in school .......... Don't know why i just can't . Wondering for so many days . Finally , i know i lost the way with him ! ( Not Dy ) Haha . But no matter what has happened . Is all over ! ~ Start a new life with my smile that's all . haha

I'm always so sorry about what i posted on the blog ... -Sometimes i might have lot of spelling mistake . -Sometimes i might talk bad about others . But i'm sorry , If you're not happy you may tag on my cbox . Thank you -------------------.---------------------.------------------- I haven even say the main point yet .. Being a sport leader , yeah we have to show others the leader of us ! Some did show , some never even show the leader of them ! Is they're problem . But one thing that i don't really understand is ...... I did so many thing for her . Why did she scold me when someone else made her angry ! I only go watch awhile the NDP & played badminton with friend for 1hour . OVERALL ONE HOUR ONLY ... Why i come back you scold me for ? So many SL never report on time , never even come and do duty you never scold them ? i go play awhile you scold me for not doing any work ? Like the express sport leader did lot of thing like that . 1st , Me & Bern

Yesterday , Got badminton inter class . I went early to open the door . And i will always be the only sport leaders who report first and go home about 4 or 5 plus . I don't know why after yesterday . i don't feel like helping her anymore . I think i should learn from dingyuan . Not to do duty . Since so many sport leader every time also never report on time , some even never report ! Teacher always think that i complain this complain that . But is not that i want to complain . I complain is because i don't anything happen ... I know that if i kept everything to myself , end up i will cry , quarrel or even fight with teacher or students about something . I just wanna to have some peaceful life . Why can't i have it right now ? Are you guys really want me to died then give me a peaceful life that i want ? Why do NT students act different from the Express people . It is very tiring ... Do you guys know about it ... No one really know how i feel ... Although last time i u