~I Afraid Of Darkness~

i wanna to know him more .. i also wanna him to know me more ... i don wanna to argue wif him n also don wanna to do all this to him ... bt is better to end our friendship or others ... today ... like wat pj said .. don i think of his feeling .. ?? maybe no .. coz now he also wun said anything le ... coz he had also agreed ... hope so ... i don care for you .. yeah i don ... actually i did .. so wat .. bt i have to do this .. coz it will be better ... to do it this way ... i dng smth tt is very unfair ... -.- i know for sure ... bt is gd tt i will think properly ... stay wif God until a age for std ... or wait until 20 over == .. nth more or less ... jux end it tmr .. when the last letter goes to you ... it will be better ... i wuld be crying tmr ..for sure -.- bt we r getting very far away ... since i keep on argue wif u .. ya .. we really very far away nw ... i don think we will back to aug ... where by me look at each other smile until very funny like tt ... like wat ur classmate sa

so sian . tmr still gt school ... when is my sickness gng off ??? haix ... i feel so tired .. coz i sick lor .. -.- tinghong phone gt problem this few days . today jux ok .. cox he jux deleted 5000 msg in his inbox == lol ... i wait until 3000 jiu faster delete .. coz i know tt my phone for sure will lag... hahas. he today jux delete all ... so i know y sun or mon dy msg me . n ask me to help him to msg th .. coz he don wanna reply him .. dy like tt tell me .. == actually nt he don wanna reply .. is becoz of his lazy ... -.- hahas ... lazy to delete msg lo .. him .... ytd th reply my msg .. at 11plus . bt i doesnt on other phone == den morning wake up den reply him .. so i know y he nv reply my msg le ... today jux know tt his phone gt problem .. -.- lols ... today . thanks joanne . for tt 6 miss call or else i wun wake up lo ... i sick den slp until 7plus den wake up .. coz joanne called me .. thank man ... or else i nv go for bball le ... but we go there don have training ... we havi

hahas . laptop gng to low battery soon lor ... hahas.. nvm . i passed eng , math, sc bt nt CPA . sian lor ... hmmm ... chinese surely pass de. hahas. coz chinese very easy man .. lol.. this few days i getting very far away to alot of thing ... my mind like ... blank after exam .. coz i sick .. nw still haven get well .. == haix .. keith go to malaysia . yup . no one fight wif me le .. hahas . good lor .. tmr gt bball . 9am to 12 am == sian .. very tired wan lor . -.- i don wanna go .. bt cant .. i need to eat more in morning . coz of bball == i don wanna eat lor .. i feel like sleep .. haix ya .. i cnnt type alot coz of the laptop . gng to low battery .. ==LoLs== i gng back to church this or next week .. y i don have usher ah ? the SL nv msg me .. i scare tt jianming don let me be usher anymore .. coz he give my chance de lor .. == sry jianming .. SL nv msg or call me == coz i having exam so i didnt go church . have to study .. bt i don really study =P Goodnight everyone .. gtg =) smil

hahas ... sry .. ydy very tired so i donno wat i am typing also =P hope u all cn understand my post ... == hmm...

omg .. today jocelyn msg me ask me to work !! == den i help her ask my friends to go help her ... alot don wan ... i sick den i also don wan .. bt she say nt enough ppl ... ask me to go pls .. den i ask avril , hong soon , yao zonng , wan xin , belmont , weihao (my cousin) .... they all ok .. den i gt runing nose .. == this few days head also very pain .. den ytd nv go out , whole day sleep -.- LoLs ... in one min i used 3 tissue ... == maybe coz i went out wif yidian lor .. haiya .. he still use his basketball hit my head ... (thu) 5plus go he go home le .. den i don wanna join jj , an, shawn, eve thay all den i go home ... den nite time sick liao ... bt be4 all this happen i alrdy feeling sick on wed .. gd tt exam alrdy over or else i die == hahas .. joking la , wun die de .. hehe .. hahas.. hoho ... i jux gng crazy .... Sry abit random -.- tt i suddenly change topic == haiya , today went to do the wat ice-cream work == so fun .. i bring two pack of tisses only .. == i te

hahas ..my n hth nth le lor ... == hahas ... i donno tt he will 4give me lor ...lols .. so happy ... i don when cn i stop argue wif him!!! i like chua ding yuan

i very tired le in zhss ... maybe after eoy exam gng to change to bwss ... there i gt lot of friends .. but i donno y ... i don feel like gng there ... == .. i think i really cnnt give up him .... is nt easy to give up someone tt u like ... but i am trying .. n maybe i give up him ..den he will like the who ... rather than he like me .. den i also scare to lose my friend around me ... == ... from ytd hth nt my friend alrdy ... so sad .. he wun 4ever me de ... nbm ... bt NT ppl shoulder know Express ppl ba .. == i cried ytd n this morning .. n nw i don dare to see him le ... =.='''' go home den edit

hahas.. today exam very easy lor .. lol ...i argue wif him ytd .. den i cried ... so sad lor .. i don dare to lie to him tt i don like him ... i like him .. but i donno will he lie to me ?? omg .. this computer so scary ....; r u really God here ?????????????????????????? omg i don wan use school computer again le .... this computer will type itself .. sim ee qq