~I Afraid Of Darkness~

Yesterday Wake up in the morning & i called Avril ... Suddenly she tell me that she cannot go (Some personal reasons >< ) I was like so sad and don't know should i go or not . Then go back room and lie down and rest ... Half way thinking whether want to go or not ? Then rest until sister wake up we together listen to the recording that she drunk on 18 Nov 2010 (Bowen prom night Day) That night my sister was so scary ~ My sis friend bring her come back home . den i was like sleeping ... LOL i only sleep for 10pm-2am == (4 hour ) I still remember why i sleep so early .. Is all because i never sleep on 17 Nov ... den on the 18 Nov from morning go out until 9plus . but i did sleep at julieann house for 40 min ! My sis made me cannot sleep anymore then i wake up half way take care her and use laptop ! haha let continue about the BBQ yesterday ... Listen to the recording about 1hour den sis go shower . den change T-Shirt , pack bag and ready to go for east coast ... Walk to MRT

Just now i when to buy Mac for breakfast .. After buying that i went home happily ... But when i reached home . I found out that the people give me wrong order !! I was like angry . i wan hot cake you give me big breakfast ? (You're not awake ah ?) After eating ... Then i go watch show (The Gem Of Life) That show is nice ! >.< Feel sleepy right now ~ Maybe i shall sleep after this show finish :D Sleep Sleep Sleep Zzz ~ Now raining , this must be a good time to sleep ... So sad , i still watch :D

Today , suddenly Ming Feng (superman) chat with me in msn .. haha so sudden , is like long time no chat , msn , sms & meet . hehe i tell him a lot of thing that i kept to myself for a long time ! Talking to him feel mush more better now . I'm happy that i can forget everything because of his words... Not because of his my close friend or maybe i fall in love to him . haha both not ! Is better of some words that i believe lot of people will agree .... I shall let go the past . I shall keep staying happy . I shall smile in life & don't don silly thing . I shall not cry again . I SHALL NOT CRIED INFRONT OF THAT PEOPLE AGAIN .. MingFeng dam smart sia . He guess that idiot is a guys . LOL and he said a lot of things like blah blah blah ... ( smth like read me mind ) I read people mind a lot of time . But no one read my mind before . Only him . I can only read one people mind very carefully ! That's .... Rat ( that idiot ) Maybe i shall listen to Mingfeng .... 'Forge

Done By : The C.S.I science center ( one of the lady ) It look like real right ? This is all behind the C.S.I Show.. I'm sorry for playing this with those people who care for me ... I don't know that you guys think that this is real .. I know that's call care . I really regret for playing so long . But i didn't regret for putting those picture to facebook and let you guys misunderstand .. Mmm... Because of my bro friend saw that picture and he tell me bro . & my brother called my mum and find me . He worry for me .. Oh my this is the first time my brother show so much care to me . I really dam happy . Although i did lies to so many people . But i really hope you guys forgive me . I really feel the love of my friends , family & teacher . I'm sorry for making you guys so worry about me . . I'M SORRY this is the first time i play stuffs like that . But that idiot .... Sigh , never mind idiot change to Rat . Sound nicer , right ? Arr... I really don't u