~I Afraid Of Darkness~

Do you really told your sergeant that you like me ? Is this a dream ? I can say tht i don like u n u also can say tht u don like me . but i trying to forget everything . but y ur sergeant still tell me tht . n y u go find out abt it . coz i cant lie to myself tht i don like you . n i like someone else . i can also rmb the day we being tgt n have lot of fun . i couldn't forget abt it . i donno u got forgotten the day we met . but i could alwayy rmb . coz i still like u like last time i did . y r u dng this to me . i know tht i am wrong in the first place . but y cant u forget abt it . i feel very tired . i wanna u back . i know i cant . but i just wanna to wish tht u can find ur love one day . live in peace n joy . take care ah !

haix . ytd morning feels sick den go sick bay . sian . slp for 2h den go eat . is like dam fun but actually nt tht fun like wan i think . is just like boring !!! lols . tmr den talk more abt it . but i don think i will use computer tmr . hehe . see first :) Good Night later still gt school . i now den slp haix . so bad of me

Nowadays , i don't really post . cause i started to go CCA :) It was tired . but when u go longer is like dam fun .. hahas . i enjoy my life in zhonghua . i still think whether wan to go bowen or stay in zhonghua . if i go bowen ... i got my sis n pri sch fri . i wan to go bowen coz . if something sad happen on my sis . i can be wif her all time . . i will miss zhonghua for sure if i , bleave . coz of joanne , avril , julieann , alisha , zi ying , sim ee , esther , si min , peijing ball friend ? , tinghong , ding yuan , yi dian , nigel ong , nigel song , jing shen , shi jie , jeslinda ..... Joanne - she the one who make make me stand up in school . something happen to me she will be there for me :) Avril - she friendly . when i nid help she also will be there . julieann - hahas . i like to disturb her . if she nt wif me . my life will be dam bored .. -.- Alisha - she alwayys act cool . but she loves to joke around us . Zi ying - when i upset . she will make me happy n forge

Can I stop thinking of you? Can I try to hate you? Am I really in love with you? I think I just being a silly girl who likes you so much. And I regret that I don’t listen to my friends that love is selfish. And now I found out I am the one who being selfish to him last time, I really regret it. I always said that you hurt me a lot. But actually I am the one who hurting you more than you did to me. I wanted to restart. But now you don’t want. Is okay to me ,coz last time I being so selfish to you. You should hate me more than I did. If I not wrong. You regret that you like me before too right? 당신은 생각의 중지할 수 있습니까 ? 당신이 증오로 보십시오 ? 정말 당신이 사랑에 내가 ? 난 그냥 바보 같은 여자가 정말 좋아하는 것으로 생각합니다 . 그리고 나는 후회 사랑은 이기적인 있는지 내 친구에게 듣지 마세요 . 그리고 지금 내가 한 나는 밖으로 발견 난 정말 그것을 누가 그를 이기적인 마지막 당분간 , 후회 . 난 항상 당신을 많이 날 해칠 것을 말했다 . 하지만 실제로 난 사람은 당신이 아프게 날 당신보다 더 않았다 . 난 다시 싶었어요 . 하지만 이제 싶지 않아 . 좋아 나를 위해 , coz 마지막으로 나는 수 그래서 이기적인 것이 있다 . 내가 이상의

我希望你的心也没变。我的心永远在你那 。。。

Hey Guys , I'm here to share my holiday :) hahas . let talk abt nov first xD -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- i having camp on nov . hahas . it was dam fun . cool man . this camp held at pulau ubin O.o cannot bring phone :( hehe . i alwayys like to said this " i cant live without phone " . but actually i can live without phone lor . after the camp i when back home n have a good bathe n sleep . Holidays i don really reply others ppl msg :) hehe . only reply some . joanne alwayys msg me but i didnt reply . so end up she will call me =P i feel sorry to her =D hope shecan understand . camp was fun n also tired -.- aat the camp there i learn to be independent , to be strong , cares .. i learn the most things is " Teamwork" hahas . i love this camp . but sad thing is i cried D; coz part of this camp have to walk alone in the dark . so i very scare .. n over there it sound very scary in the nite =.= " while i crying . i started to miss someone . but i

today is my first day of sec 2 .... be4 gng to sch , i was very happy . but when the go back to class after tht i don really feel good .. but at least i know whose my friends n whose nt.... i like zhss alot . coz i gt alot of express friend . NT i don really have friends ... maybe Nt no one will understand me more than the express friend tht i had . last time sec1 i enjoy being wif 1E1 ... haha but nowadays . i don really wanna talk to anyone . i wanna to live a life "simple" but no one will know how simple i am ... everyone tot tht i am bad, noob . i cant do anything . yeah maybe i just cant . today wen back school take report book ... hahas istil chat wif mrs ng leh . very long time nv see her le . she still so nice :) hahas igo read my sec n pri sch report book .when iread untilpri sch report book . i cried very long . i really regret alot tht . when i P5 kept skip sch ... i hate it.... for wat i think if i am last time de rebecca . for sure tht i have alot of friends in