~I Afraid Of Darkness~

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Today, During the morning was PE ... & I enjoyed with my classmates . Mm ... But after that was maths . Everything was normal after that is Recess .. After that is CPA !!! Irritating Lesson ... I don't what sia ... I was doing work half way teacher suddenly ask my where is your name tag . then he ask clarence to write my name down ! Crazy sia . He didn't even let my explain . & this year this was my first deten ! This year i'm not going to get any deten . But That teacher give me . & i hate it a lot . This year i am like guai guai want lor . den he give me just because one name tag & i was to office cannot find my name tag ! because friday i forget to bring home my name tag ! Grr.... after CPA is D&T den i ignore ... I just pack my bag and go home ... On my way home .... when i was walking ..... I kept crying until i reach Aljunied Park den i stop crying . Is like inside the bus ppl keep on looking at me ... I'm like making a fool of myself . I have

I shall start from 25 Dec 2010 .... Christmas day i went back church and i enjoyed everything on that day .... Every min i spend in church ... On that day i was thinking ... Why only christmas i go back church why don i go back church every week ? I really did wrong in the first place . Always go out with school friend if not go out with pri school friend .... Or maybe stay at home sleep the whole or watch TV ... I really don know why am i doing this ! To waste my time on Show , Sleep .... I never even study during holidays . I just feel bored & tired .. Don't really wanna to go out ... End up 25 Dec i went back ... Because my cousin asked me to ... Plus i 24 Dec never go church thats why i go on 25 Dec .... Why am i leaving God like this ? WHY ? Christmas Day 25 Dec 2010 I have a good christmas service with my zone mate ... & after service i went around church taking picture with C & A zone people . & i did take picture with children too !! hehehe Miss them lot !!