~I Afraid Of Darkness~

oh . one week holidays have already part away . aiyo feel so fun man . after the holiday i became a good girl . i help my teacher to clean up claas with jing sheng. and i get 1 point . hahas . so funny . i know tt is very good thing tt i became so nice n helpful . and i even nv late for school man . is really a good thing tt i talking now . i nv talk in class most of the time coz don feel like . . . hahas . later i going to zone F service is also a good thing . this year i only go zone F 2 times plus today i am going . chalet was fun . like my follow up . cheryl said . first being a children of God must have a new relationship with God then with God family . God family mean church ppl . i nv put in too many love , care to my Zone mate . but i put alot in children , baby and C zone ppl . is really so bad am i . . but late time i talk to my zone mate alot but becoz i nv go church for 3 months late year . after FOP . i donno y . after i back yi dian . also not in church liao . now i same

wa the zone f chalet is scary man . the chalet at OCH there . . i feel tried now . come back do nth . coz i at home everytime do nth . holidays is going to be fun . but is ok la . i enjoy over there . coz got God ma . of coz fun la . i miss church so much . i take alot of picture over there i think tmr i will update the pic . in my blog and friendster . i am so tried until wanted to sleep more. there is so boring so i sleep until 12plus wake up . but i not the ppl who sleep so early wan . i only sleep 7 to 8 h . . . we wake up everyone go eat lunch . after some ppl go home . some stay one more nite. some leave at 3 or 4 plus . i leave at 6plus ytd . . . and go back home . rest . then nite time go my ah ma house overnite . at there like nth to play . so boring . next year i don think i am going again . don feel like play or join them for smth . . is better . hahas . Today 18 march 2009 go play basketball with shawn , anthony , zhen an , belmont , wan xin , alex and others . is not fun t

wa . my brother never scold me man for going church . oh thank God . he let my go . hahas . anthony bday tmr . i donno is boring or fun . i really very long time never see them . tmr anthony call me go . but got service . i wanted to go church . oh no . wat should i do ? yes , 1 week holiday is coming ready . monday i got zone F chalet . i have a feeling it will not be fun . how and wat i should do now . my feeling will not be wrong wan . hope tt is not God plan for me . zone f getting less and less ppl ready . i really donno wat to do with it . To me Zone F is just only my age to be . i don really will them donno y . at there just like no feel and enjoyable time . feel unhappy it should be got . hahas . i don think i should take tt my life . i stay is because of children , God , pastor , some C zone ppl . xiao hong and others . In C Zone u can really feel the love ,meaningful , wonderful ,enjoyable and happy thing over there . but not with my CG . i think zone F ppl is not a place tt

i cannot go church for 1 month .

hello guys. this few days i was so happy just now just take back my chinese i get full mark so happy . hahas . i saturday got go zone F service but i nv join them for lunch . . coz i go cry room play with the children . . . i take alot children , main and adult picture . hahas . they r so cute . hahas i going to do smth for them . and pastor lia so i need alot of picture . i enjoy my life . now i am in CAP . math 92 percent sc 56 percent eng 69 percent chinese 70 percent HE 75percent CPA about 80 smth percent . hahas . i still not happy . coz i wan to get all 80 percent and go for NA . i believe my hard work God will know . i don really talk to my classmate . hahas . CA1 i fail chinese CA2 i never fail hahas . but i don feel happy . hahas . cause all get 83percent then i will be happy until siao .

hahas . today go read wei hong blog . hahas . he cry when he was sec 4 . hahas . funny ah . i think when he sec 3 keep bully teacher like last time i did to my teacher . hehe . it very funny his blog . but he nv update liao . now is already . 19 he . last time he 15 only . hahas become so old . let said abt church today . every tue or wed i will be in church with mei xin . hahas . is like now no more free time coz i got alot of thing to do . study study . today i study HE . hahas monday got exam ma . but after tt i think no more until may . i got one more . oh ya . holiday is coming . next next week . so happy coz got camp . but donno wan go or not . do feel like . hahas . i go there lose alot of things wan . so rest at home i think . from opening school to like no time to rest man . only this holiday so i should meet out the primary schoolmate to play bball ah . but also find c zone ppl go along . e.g. weijie, christopher,weihong,mei xin , hahas of coz sec friends also call along it

oh . today school okay . only CPA lesson not very fun . service learning i , adele and one more girls one team . . but is may . the service learning . hahas . adele very nice to me today . she put me go with her and eat . and i go church today . do BM man . is so cool . now i enjoy going church . and i get more close to my classmate . hahas . i very tried . . . hahas . i donno y wei hong don reply me msg de . tmr . go my ah ma house and eat . . nite time then go home . next week i should go other ah ma house liao at . hougang . hahas . gtg . tmr got school . nite jesus i love you i believe this week my friends will all come with me for service . hahas . i believe u also will help me up . hahas . good nite jesus . Thank Jesus Amen

power point abt church , people , children and some of the family things. by 10 april must do it ...............school was okay . but not CPA . friends don help . nvm . i wrong lor i get full marks on the last week CPA work . both is good . but i don mind anything . i just wan ppl get save . but ben ytd help me on phone. i don really mind . but God i know wat u doing . u giving me a chance. Thank God . i have u is a good thing . i will do the best to pastor lia .

hahas . friday i help up in usher . wa this is the first time i enjoy doing usher with the ppl who doing ushering too ! i nv even do my usher until so happy . hahas .wa it is tried for doing usher . but i enjoy doing ET and other . Asia confrence i also enjoy . but this is the one i enjoy in church for ushering . AC is at expo not in church so is not the same feeling . oh my , my life have become more better and better . hahas . jesus is taking care of me now . thu is unhappy day . but i have faith tt tmr will be better . so it really come ture man ! friday is really the happy day man . . . thank God . hahas . then saturday . i at cry room playing with the baby . all this i enjoy too coz got children ma .. no matter wat i believe my life will be more better and better . study too will be better . i really wan to thank pastors, of coz got God . his the only one . family helping . Sunday , i was in church too . i also in cry room for sevrice . hahas . seeing the children running about