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hahas . lazy to post . hmm ... sunday or tmr post ??? hahas tmr n sun busy :D 23 to 24 chalet :) 2days 1nites lols 22 go Shopping 31 countdown =) ♥♥♥카운트 다운입니다. 그래, 나도 사랑해♥♥♥

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Hello Reader , hahas. The camp was dam fun .. i still wanna to go . hehe .but cant :( coz one ppl only can go one times ...... after the camp everyone wanna to be the volunteer ... hahas . but joanna told us tht she will choose the older ppl first .. if don have den she will choose us :) 24 nov , tue . Day 1 On the first days . everyone must reach REACH FSC at 0815am . hahas . den alot of ppl reach at 0830 like tht . hehe . 8plus the Bus come alrdy :D hahas . den we when up to the Bus going to Republic poly . haix reach RP .. den everyone go to sport complex there . sian lo . stay at RP pack things until 11 plus =.= Oh ya , we cannot bring phone along too !!! Sad lor :( for me cannot msg will died . but i without phone 3 day 2 nites ... wun die wor O.o hahas coool man !! xin yi & dee teach us how to pack ... we take alot of things lo .. benjamin bully me & jeslinda .... we have to listen , coz he is food IC -.- finish packing . everyone take bus again . to changi ..... Wa , f

26 Nov will Update and reply ur tag :) Thks for reading anyway Going for camp now . Bye bye Love God , Love People , Love Life Thurday after camp going to rush down to xinmin =) follow rebecca koh take result == haix . hope she get a good result =D

hahas . tomorrow got camp from 0815am to 10pm .. wa .. so late sian lo ... den today i not going to sleep ... coz now alrdy 2plus . i know tt i wun wake up on time . if i slp nw .. so i choose nt to slp . i meeting jes at 7 plus .. i scare tt tmr i will be dam tired ... den get sick again .. i alwayys sick is because of ... nv slp on time,nv eat on time,play sports until over time ... haix ... tmr donno got bball anot == but got also cannot go -.- coz of tt camp .. i just wanna to say " i wanna to stop the time !!! " -.- life for me .. is like dam bored alrdy == but i very happy being wif song jie =D today my bro call me go down and buy thing for him .. den i saw song jie wif his grandpa =.="' hahas ... den i tell him ltr i come down again .. i faster rush home ... after tt come down again . ;) play wif he and bring him to mac ... song jie de age is abt javier den age ... i bring him go mac n eat =) i buy happy meal for him ^^ after tt i bring him to toilet n wash h

I am not good in anything . And i wondering why school is so hard for me . I hear music , i see movie , i learn alot of things . I wants to have more friends to care for . I feel nervous and uncomfortable in school . And i even feel lonely sometimes . I worry about those people around me . And i also wondering do they worry about me ? I care for them more than i care for my family. But do they care like what i do? They dont understand me . b ut is okay . As long that i understand them I tried to be more happy and forget those unhappy things . But can i really forget about it ? Can i forgot the hurt that they given to me No matter what happen i know that God will alwayys beside me and help me up , with all my unhappy things and trouble .. No matter how hurt it is , i will stay strong with my feelings until the end . And i have a BIG VISION I dream to be a doctor to save people . I hope i'm good in studies . If i really good in studies . I could go around the world to save people . A

hahas ... those days abit tired , bored , happy , sad and even cry ... all have !! haix tired - coz play wif hui lin bro n sis ... wa .. her bro run very fast sia .. hahas .. (both r 4 year old ) go chalet for 3days 2 nite ... play over there ... until 2 plus den slp ... first day i play until 2 plus ... den msg dy until 11 or 10 plus ... hahas .. bt tt days msg th until laters ... normally i msg both of them .. is th slp first lo .. bt tt day is dy slp first .. lol ... dy is my best friend ... th is my good friend .. maybe also like my bro like tt == hahas ....chalet was fun ... after chalet .. me , hui lin , zhi long , rebecca chew go wild wild wet ... den i dam noob == i go 0.6 m like swim ... i go so low coz i donno how to swim .. == den i learning ... swim half way ... my head hit on the floor -.- so pain .. i wanna to cry .. hahas . no la .. rebecca phua wun cry easily ... . hehe ... den nw joanne call me goldfish ... haix ya ... sian ... it is very painful when i hit the floor .

i wanna to know him more .. i also wanna him to know me more ... i don wanna to argue wif him n also don wanna to do all this to him ... bt is better to end our friendship or others ... today ... like wat pj said .. don i think of his feeling .. ?? maybe no .. coz now he also wun said anything le ... coz he had also agreed ... hope so ... i don care for you .. yeah i don ... actually i did .. so wat .. bt i have to do this .. coz it will be better ... to do it this way ... i dng smth tt is very unfair ... -.- i know for sure ... bt is gd tt i will think properly ... stay wif God until a age for std ... or wait until 20 over == .. nth more or less ... jux end it tmr .. when the last letter goes to you ... it will be better ... i wuld be crying tmr ..for sure -.- bt we r getting very far away ... since i keep on argue wif u .. ya .. we really very far away nw ... i don think we will back to aug ... where by me look at each other smile until very funny like tt ... like wat ur classmate sa

so sian . tmr still gt school ... when is my sickness gng off ??? haix ... i feel so tired .. coz i sick lor .. -.- tinghong phone gt problem this few days . today jux ok .. cox he jux deleted 5000 msg in his inbox == lol ... i wait until 3000 jiu faster delete .. coz i know tt my phone for sure will lag... hahas. he today jux delete all ... so i know y sun or mon dy msg me . n ask me to help him to msg th .. coz he don wanna reply him .. dy like tt tell me .. == actually nt he don wanna reply .. is becoz of his lazy ... -.- hahas ... lazy to delete msg lo .. him .... ytd th reply my msg .. at 11plus . bt i doesnt on other phone == den morning wake up den reply him .. so i know y he nv reply my msg le ... today jux know tt his phone gt problem .. -.- lols ... today . thanks joanne . for tt 6 miss call or else i wun wake up lo ... i sick den slp until 7plus den wake up .. coz joanne called me .. thank man ... or else i nv go for bball le ... but we go there don have training ... we havi

hahas . laptop gng to low battery soon lor ... hahas.. nvm . i passed eng , math, sc bt nt CPA . sian lor ... hmmm ... chinese surely pass de. hahas. coz chinese very easy man .. lol.. this few days i getting very far away to alot of thing ... my mind like ... blank after exam .. coz i sick .. nw still haven get well .. == haix .. keith go to malaysia . yup . no one fight wif me le .. hahas . good lor .. tmr gt bball . 9am to 12 am == sian .. very tired wan lor . -.- i don wanna go .. bt cant .. i need to eat more in morning . coz of bball == i don wanna eat lor .. i feel like sleep .. haix ya .. i cnnt type alot coz of the laptop . gng to low battery .. ==LoLs== i gng back to church this or next week .. y i don have usher ah ? the SL nv msg me .. i scare tt jianming don let me be usher anymore .. coz he give my chance de lor .. == sry jianming .. SL nv msg or call me == coz i having exam so i didnt go church . have to study .. bt i don really study =P Goodnight everyone .. gtg =) smil

hahas ... sry .. ydy very tired so i donno wat i am typing also =P hope u all cn understand my post ... == hmm...

omg .. today jocelyn msg me ask me to work !! == den i help her ask my friends to go help her ... alot don wan ... i sick den i also don wan .. bt she say nt enough ppl ... ask me to go pls .. den i ask avril , hong soon , yao zonng , wan xin , belmont , weihao (my cousin) .... they all ok .. den i gt runing nose .. == this few days head also very pain .. den ytd nv go out , whole day sleep -.- LoLs ... in one min i used 3 tissue ... == maybe coz i went out wif yidian lor .. haiya .. he still use his basketball hit my head ... (thu) 5plus go he go home le .. den i don wanna join jj , an, shawn, eve thay all den i go home ... den nite time sick liao ... bt be4 all this happen i alrdy feeling sick on wed .. gd tt exam alrdy over or else i die == hahas .. joking la , wun die de .. hehe .. hahas.. hoho ... i jux gng crazy .... Sry abit random -.- tt i suddenly change topic == haiya , today went to do the wat ice-cream work == so fun .. i bring two pack of tisses only .. == i te

hahas ..my n hth nth le lor ... == hahas ... i donno tt he will 4give me lor ...lols .. so happy ... i don when cn i stop argue wif him!!! i like chua ding yuan

i very tired le in zhss ... maybe after eoy exam gng to change to bwss ... there i gt lot of friends .. but i donno y ... i don feel like gng there ... == .. i think i really cnnt give up him .... is nt easy to give up someone tt u like ... but i am trying .. n maybe i give up him ..den he will like the who ... rather than he like me .. den i also scare to lose my friend around me ... == ... from ytd hth nt my friend alrdy ... so sad .. he wun 4ever me de ... nbm ... bt NT ppl shoulder know Express ppl ba .. == i cried ytd n this morning .. n nw i don dare to see him le ... =.='''' go home den edit

hahas.. today exam very easy lor .. lol ...i argue wif him ytd .. den i cried ... so sad lor .. i don dare to lie to him tt i don like him ... i like him .. but i donno will he lie to me ?? omg .. this computer so scary ....; r u really God here ?????????????????????????? omg i don wan use school computer again le .... this computer will type itself .. sim ee qq

So boring ... mdn liang lesson ... yea ... ytd me , avril chat ^^ .... mummy go to malaysia ... for 3 to 4 days ... this few days ... super tired .. coz .. i need to go home early n do thing ... and i haven even study yet ... =.= today really gng to study for 3hour le like tt le ... tmr is english test ... i wan to cry le ... no la joking ... bt i hope tt i cn pass my eng n sc .... so bored now .... still need to do CE work ... sian lor .. i don like mdn liang .. no la joking ... hahas ... tinghong gng to fail malay ... told me ytd .. next year he also not gng to study malay alrdy ... ... is a gd news ... coz he got 7 to 8 sudject =.= .... he don even understand the malay listening test lor ... blur king .. hahas ... his my good friend now ... hahas ... Tinghong Good Luck For You !!! EOY EXAM ... hahas ... i don dare to talk to him in school le ... <-- nt tinghong u jeaous also no use .. me n th really only good friend .. u anyhow guess so much ... u gt 12 girlfriend leh ... jav. s

wa ... my life is getting more happy !!! coz i got avril ^.^ hehe .. and also joanne ... she play wif me like bullying .. but is nt .. hahas .. i loves the matter tt we play .. hahas ... monday .. avril came to me house .. and we got but things ... hahas ... i cook ... she watch . ... den end up she also got cook smth .. tt i donno how to cook .. wa. she so zai .. hahas ... ily avril !!! XD hahas .. and i wun cried again .. i wun be sad again .. coz of avril !!! xP ... hehe ... becoz of her .. my life getting more happy !!! =.~ yea man .. i love you ... i am so happy ...hoho ... yea .. yea ... yea .... Huang Ting Hong ... u very zai hor ... no matter wat u scold me .. no nid to say sorry de lor .... den i pull ur hair only .. still need me to say sorry to u 20 time .... ytd i totally wrote on the paper 20 plus msg 20 = to 40 times sry .... but at least u got send me back the 40 times words back ... so nice of u .. O.o ... LoLs .... Thank You !! XD he can really made me smile for nth ..

hai ya , how i hope i can stop finding u into trouble ............. so sad lor .. but everytime i wan to stop some trouble , i will always rmb eoy maybe ... i really like u more than friend ..u also .. but urs is abit only lor .. i donno wat to do ... i wont regerts tt i like you ... i think maybe i too jeslour !!! X( Sorry omg ... i have like nth to say .. but at nite surly gt alot of thing to say de ... ytd very late slp .. cousin lor ... 4 plus den i slp ... 6 plus wake up again (awhile only) 11plus wake up .. first thing update my thing .. exam is coming .. so i don think i will update blog le lor ... i think will but not everydays like tt xP .. hehe .. go do thing .. still got homework ... hahas gtg ... nite time sure update ... coz everynite i got lot of thing to update ... now i look so tired .. but nite time look like a cat ... gd tt i am nt like my sis .. pig !!! WAHAHAHA ... Phua zi ling is a pig !!!!! hehe

hmm .... i feel really sorry to him ... i shouldn't angry wif you in the first place ... maybe i really like u too much ... everytime when i do smth wrong ..u don really angry .. but now u only don wan to tell her tt u don like her ... i jealous until angry ... u so nice to me .. u care my feeling .. but coz of angry i forgot ur feeling ... .. sometime i jux wish tt u can happy ... but i am the one who make you feel unhappy ... u told me if i am not happy .. u will also not happy ... today i found out how much u mean to me and how much i mean to u ... if ziying nv scold me .. i still will not open my heart n think ... she rite .. i nv stand at ur side n think ... i only think of myself in the first place ... since u don wan say ... den don wan say ... coz i will still like u if u don said to her !! ^^ and becoz u care for others feelings ... so tt u don wan say .. i don mind anymore .. coz as long tt u r happy .. i will also be happy ... u scare tt u hurt her ... so tt u don wan sa

yea . i am back from chalet ^^ hahas .. duing this few days i was having lot of fun .. tt i nv had be4 . . . is good to know some adult from church ... hahas ... i have alot of fun . today jus came back from there .. lol .. i think i fat le lor .. lol by 1 or 2 kg ... OMG O.o ....... lol ... today i donno y my heart like very painful .. aiya .. i should relax myself lor ... nvm this life ... Life sometime can be good ... sometime can be bad ... ......................... i know wat i wan ... i jux wan ppl around me to be happy ... >.< ... yea . they happy . i .... myself also can be happy =D ... lol this few days chalet nite keep on chatting ... =.= ......... ytd n today .. my heart was so pain .. i don wan to my heart pain again ... lol .. .. i gng to church this week ... coz i very long time nv go back le ... i so bad lor .. My blog URL is i will stay faithful to jesus .blogspot.com but i like nv stay faithful lor ... i found out .. after FOP i don like to go church wan

hoho ... tmr going back pri school .. got alot of ppl gng back .. hehe ... i think after finding teacher we will be gng to PCC .. to play basketball !!! XD .. so happy .. hahas .. can't wait until tmr ... hahas .. maybe tue gng out wif tinghong n dingyuan ... still got more .. but tmr den ask .. but sad lor i got class BBQ ... see whether i wan to go anot .. if not den i go out wif th ndy .. i gng to ask charlotte go along .. XD xp ... hahas .. th don wan go east coast park ... .................. feel like killing him ... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................................ i wan go cycle ..... den he wan to go ETP !!!!! nvm .. see tmr 1st ..... tmr i meeting xinmin ppl.. hohoho.... i miss them !!! i miss my teacher ... tmr go kiss them .. hahas ... ("'=.='") kiss them == lol ... joking only =p now alrdy 0301 am i haven even slp ... hahas i am not pig .. but i am a cat .. miaomiao in the nite !! XD writing some card for teacher n friends ... i change number .. but

See I Am So Emo !! Thinking Of Church , School , Family !!! XD .... LOVE , FAITH , HOPE

oh o... tmr is SC exam liao .. i still studying rite nw ... i very slow siax .. nw den study ... i donno today whether gng to slp anot ... but hope tt i can pass my SC ... i wan my SC to pass leh !!!! but nw i think my maths is droping down leh ... how ah ??? i miss church too !!! now i very scare to talk to cheryl ... coz i lie to her tt i last sat gng for service .. but end up nv go .. xp .... so sorry .. but i really very tired ... exam soon coming ... CT , CA .. also come liao .... but i think i going to fail .. how ????????????????????????????? i don wan to fail my SC , ENG , MATH , MT ... i very noob in SC , MT but nw i think even math i also donno liao lor .. nv listen in class !!! @.@ i miss pastors , children n lot of ppl !!! x( i very tired .. brb .. see whether can update ltr anot .. maybe going to slp soon .. but i haven study finish my SC .. xp xp xp xp xp .....................arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i very fan ... yea .. btw .. th n dy nw both of them r

help ah .. i very fan i don wan any one to get hurt !!! i don mind everything i jux wan everyone to stay happy !!! i feel abit sorry to everyone !!! arrrrrrrrrrr........ help me ..... love her ba ... i will stay strong wan .... don care my feeling . pls . she alrdy get hurt liao ... like her la ... Don Care My Feelings La ... Go Ahead !!!!

yaya .. almost forget .. today is weihong bday !!!! hahas me n my cousin msg him ... hahas ... wish him happy birthday hahas ... hehe .. he got reply leh .. 1 month nv saw him le ... i tot wx jux nw he msh him .. n tmr going to give him smth .. donno is wat leh .. lol ... hahas ... =))) KWH Jia You In Ur Study ... and don forget someone is still waiting for u in ur school .. hahas .. lol .. am i crazy ... hehe dy crazy de lor .. add me in 1e1 chat !!! -.- -.- -.-

Oh today no school . coz E-learning .. so sian ... lol .. haven even start yet .... ltr start on eng 1st .. then go on watch some show .. watch until morning or don slp .. hahas no la .. the laters time slp is 7 plus or 9 .. hahas .. i today don feel like slping so early . lol ... hahas ... Jux now go Facebook tag tinghong mun pin n his own picture .. but tt picture he cover his face lor .. last time i got full face de .. but he angry so i delete ... +.+ hahas ... th n her sis went to his NB house today . he play with the baby ... lol ... by his own words talking to me jux nw in msn ... can see tt he loves children also ... cant believe tt .. hahas .. but he don like his sis like tt lor .. xp ... lol very tired donno wat am i taging .. hahas ... tinghong very nice .. i think like wat he tot me .. he not so bad like last time ... (in pri sch ) lol ... i trust him more than last time ... hahas ... ding yuan .. ........donno ... he is the only zhss boy will understand more ... but this fe

hahas . God make my life meaningful in school ... i know tt is time to go back church ... i miss God , church , pastors , children , friends , adult in church ... & of coz smile .... i lose the smile after tt days i leave church ... now nv saw KWH .. i also starting forget him le ... but i miss the children most ... i wanted to go back church this week but i got wedding dinner n movie with classmate ... should i go church or movie ... ? ... i don miss WH anymore ... but i miss pastors . I leave church jux becoz of some mistaken ... i am wrong . i very sad .. coz since i leave church i got alot of friends in school .. but i lose alot of thing tt is most important ushering , playing with the children , meeting , Most IMP , i lose THE CONNECTION WITH GOD ... And the Smile ... i know everything i have is all God give for me ... i miss alot of ppl ... like gigi , charmaine , angelyn , jollene , felicia i miss them wat should i do ? .. God teach again .. i need u back .. i feel sad tt

wa .. happy bday sngapore ...lol ... today watch TV half way go out with mummy ... is boring n tired .. but i don mind .. coz mum ma ... i can go BBQ de lor ... but wan xin n belmont nv go so i also don wan ... so bored today ... but tmr maybe go out with my church family ppl .. all younger than ... aiyo .. i lao le ... tmr don feel like going out ... feel like studying ... hahas . today pj talk abt dy n th again .. aiyo .. then ytd in msn th scold alot about pj n ... ... lol ...scold bad words ... then call him don scold hor ... then end up he scold me ...siao .. he very bad on outside .. good inside ... lol dy also but ... no matter wat happen God 1st ~ hehe ... yea man .. and happy bday dy ! jiajun today sick ... sad for him .. cannot play bball .. hope he got well soon .. he is likee my didi ... lol ya .. n th got new name : xiao didi .. i gt more nick name .. coz of jun zhou ... =( i miss gigi , charmaine , jollene , angelyn n lao po = felicia ! hmmm . gigi = charmaine=

I should not like anyone ... i giving up on him le .. Good for me .. lol ..KWH .. hahas ... he nice .. but be friend with him is better than we don talk to each other .. lol .. GOD U THE ONLY ONE... MY BELOVED GOD =D I DON LIKE ANYONE LIAO ... DON ASK ME ... SO STOP THINKING TT I LIKE KWH OR CDY .... ALL I DON LIKE .. I ONLY LIKE BEFORE WH .. CDY NV N EVER

change new phone le .. so happy ... wed my friends came my house bake thing .. lol ... get the new phone very happy man .... hahas .. ting hong got reply my msg n got chat with me in msn ... but not alot lor ... lol ... yea he forgive me le ... very happy .. coz i will not lose this friend ... Now i keep thinking who ding yuan like ... i think is charlotte ... lol ... but i know also no use ... hahas .. tmr FOP ... last day .. i going to have usher duty ... 0410 must reach there .. sia ... i feel so tired .. tmr cannot update blog liao .. sia ... but hope got time update facebook .. i still got phone to update facebook only ... more fast .. lol ... now i think tt ding yuan is not really my friend ... tt i think ... nvm .. don care Ting hong like nw is my good friend than him !!!! ~ GOD I LOVE YOU MOST ~

wa... today got the badminton workshop .. so bored .. but me n friends is talking n playing all the way .... =D hahas ... 4plus me n alot of ppl . playing badminton ... i play with gary , randy n ding yuan .. i team up with ding yuan ... end up lose =( hahas ... coz one girl n one boy .... like very weird man ... lol . but very fun lor .. today after school was fun ... morning .. is like very normal .. nth happen .. good for me .. hahas ... tmr got BM .. not going .. =p .... wa... FOP this week ... friday ..yea ... i meeting christopher .. yeayea ... i go with him .. to FOP .. school there got 158 can go .. lol ... wed got the badminton inter class games... sia xD ... lol tired .. tmr maybe getting the new phone ... but see whether mum free or not .. i think can la .. tmr .. yeap ..so happy .. coz wait for tmr ... hmmm....ding yuan very funny just now ... wahahaha .... ding yuan lose to me .. hahas .... ting hong sick so today nv come .. lol ... the who still like him .. lol .. like wa

I already so call leave church ! i really donno ... why heart of god church ... alot ... i don really likes the leaders now ... last time de leaders more good than now ... i miss the children , adult , pastors , some leaders , baby n God ... but i find out this church change alot ... only tt pastor s didn't change ... i wanted to bring alot of friend to this church .. starting .. but now .. my sis changing church .... i think maybe i also ... i very sad ... coz i will be missing alot of ppl ... now i got alot od friends... but alot still is boys ... now ding yuan n gary is my good friends ... belmont is best friend ... ding yuan also going to be my best friend .... soon ba... hahas ... today i knew ding yuan .... for 61 days ...... hahas ... i donno y alot od ppl said ting hong very good ... i was thinking y ????? ......... haahs .... but he is cool lor .... not like ding yuan n gary ... anything , donno ... gary is better than DY ............................o.O but charmaine , gig