~I Afraid Of Darkness~

wa... i better don wan to know children age of 7 to 10 .. i will die soon ! wa ... even the age of 15 to 20 better don wan to know them i will die soon ! ASAP ... wa ... i hate them ... don really hate coz my pastor said loves ppl ! but i now then know boys like sleep alot ... but charleston is okok la ... charleston okok wei ze die wei hong die WZ cousin die dominic okok cheryl okok wei min okok brenda okok xiao hong loves ai lin okok only wei zw family will kill my life ! hmmm ... die die die ... hahas ... i haven sleep ... i wanted to sleep liao ... so tried ... so tried... die die ... so tried ... i tmr go sch ... hahas going to sec sch ... zhonghua sec sch ! hahas ... i love it so much ... today 1/1 /2009 new year ... hahas ... happy new year .... plus today ... my bday is coming soon ... got 32days ... nite is my bday ... hahas ... hahas ... but i don feel anything will happen good to me ... i have a bad feeling ! Bye !

hahas ... yesterday stay at my ah ma house it was so boring ! .. hahas tonight i go church ... overnight at there ! amen ... last year n this year ... i believe i will in church till old...hahas ... wa ... i have alot of vision to go on ! Pass my BMT Join back usher Study 3h a day (try only) but i believe i can study 3h a day ! and i wish my family , pastor , charleston , ivan , cheryl , wei jie , dominic and my wish will come true ! charleston will be the pastor in future ! i can run the service with all the usher ! hahas ... my life is just very easy ! MY VISION FOR ALL THE CHILDREN can be happy 4ever ... happy lot ... cry (sometime) when i free will online and tell u all abt my life ^-^

My Last Vision : Pass my BMT(A) and of coz (B) Go Back To Usher ...I Want To Run The Service With Others Usher ! This is Now I Really Wish To ... I Want To Go Back To Usher ... ASAP ... I Need To Go Back To Usher ! Like Cheryl Said I Need To Pass My BMT(A) I Want To Pass It ASPA THAT I Can ! ASAP ... I wish BMT(A) is coming .. when my bday come ... 1month 4 days more ! abt 2 / 2 / 1996 ... i wish tt will really come true ... by faith everything are impossible ... In The Name Of Jesus Amen

hahas ... today online is to tell u more abt friday ! wat we play first ================ 1.Haunted house 2.Family Coaster 3.Wet & Wild 4.Pirate Ship 5.Ferris Wheel 6.Flipper 7.Kite Flyer 8.Bumper Boats most we play is Fliper and Ferris Wheel .... Haunted House , Family Coaster , Pirate Ship , Kite Flyer and Bumper Boats (play 1 time only) Wet & Wild i and weihao play 2 time ... other ppl play 1 time only ... hahas .. Haunted House ... is everyone go in ... total 8 ppl ... Family Coaster also the same 8 ppl Pirate Ship is 6ppl . my cousin run away ... weihao n yang lin ... anthony n angela sit with me ...hahas ... i was very scare when the Ship start ... anthony close his eyes ... and wait until i said stop liao then open ... wa ... i really can't play tt ... coz i scare of high ... same with my cousin ... so i shoulden play tt ... i hate Pirate Ship ... i can't believe tt until so many years ... i go ETP ... everytime i try to play tt ... but i 4ever n ever sca...

talk abt friday 1st .... i went out with my cousin , angela , vernice , anthony n siying friend ... hahas ... it was super fun ! but i don really like siying friend ... her friend like trying to do smth on vernice is angela told me tt ... i am very unhappy ... coz of her friend ... btw way yesterday pastor told everyone smile =) ... hahas ... friday ... we go escape theme park ...firstly is i meet my cousin at hougang but at last i saw angela at MRT... so funny ... then her sis call her to join me go there ... we go there play alot of thing ... my 2 cousin 4plus ... go out coz ... they going to meet they r friends ... at other places ... so weihao follow them for a moment ! then he come back and find me ... 7pm angela n vernice go home ... but very funny is got we play Flipper ... but only can 1 to 4 ppl take one ... but we got 5 ppl ... then we black and white... vernice n weihao later 3 pm to 5 pm ... go find yoko ... i wan to take care her today ... hahas ... 6pm like tt ... go...

wa...yesterday was christmas ! hoho ... i very tried ... i was thinking ... wat today should i do ! haahs ... i donno how to go update the children man ! later go out at 11am if i not wrong ... weihao siao wan in the morning 8plus call me ... i yesterday abt 2 or 3 then sleep ... then he call so early ... i very tried ...................i don know wat to do today ... hahas ... i wish my wisher can come true ! how should i ask pastor lia ? .... but if i don ask her next BMT(A) is on jun ... 6month n 5days more ... oh ya ... my bday is coming .. haha ... gotttt 37 days more is abt 1 month n 6days .............hahas ...i donno wat my bday will happen no one know the today , tmr or how ur life is .. good or bad ! aiya ... i know tt later i got fun can already ! hahas ... yesterday is christmas i having some fun only ... i like last year christmas ... i don know y i change to cheryl under her ... is super de not really happy ... but i really know how God talk to me ... i feel the power on f...

wa... today ... is christmas day .. cool .. i having fun in church ... i know five new friends ... they r age is 2 to 3 like tt wan ... hahas ... hoho merry christmas ! today is a wondenful day ... i go up take care some children ... some time with alot children u feel busy ... when u free like a bird ... listen to music ... it is wat i alway do ... but i having fun ..=) in church only .. but i donno wat yilin wan... she today very fan ... said me ma fan ... ? aiya ... tmr going to zhonghua do thing .. after tt go out with yangyang ... siying weihao ... go out play hahas ... i hope tmr can have fun to .. i start to don believe yilin ...i 4ever will not forget ... wat she did to be ... with wendy n vernice ... so i don really believe in her .. coz of tt day ... she and them wanted to keep me out of family ... i forever will not forget .. i am a christin ... wat should i do i think i should find my cheryl ask her more abt christin ! i really don know wat to do ! LORD can u tell me ? Chil...

hey guys , i going today i very boring again ... but tmr very busy like 20 dec ... like tt busy run here run there ... 0130 to 0330 pm service not going 5 to 7 wan ... coz going to victor BBQ ... i going too open one too but donno got ppl go or not wa ... now my house here having big rain again ... aiya just like last time ... nite ... but nite time raining is good etter than ... morning or afternoon ... can't go out ... so few more days school is open i going to zhonghua ... feel like ... very scare coz nv go a new place before ... like i going back to primary 1 ... hahas ... so cool ... i want 20% of ppl in zhonghua is my church mate on 2year... 20% is very big of ppl liao ..... is abt 2000 or 3000 ppl wa ... so many ... but i believe i can ... star t this on 3 jan ... bring some go ... first n start it ... just like P1 like tt ... hahas ... sound cool ... but i will show u guys ... gtg ... see u tmr ! =) smile

wa... today i nv go tishan coz i wake up late ... yesterday i sleep at 5 or 6 ... so i can't wake up on time ... i should wake up at 7plus ... but i nv wake up hahas ... and up nv go ... i feel sad man ! i wish next time i can go ... bte way ... yesterday is suan tuck birthday party ! we having fun over there ! i saw one girl when i reach there ! very cute ... but she don wan to talk to anyone ... coz .. she don know us .. hehe ... so i know one more children liao ... she don like to make friends with ppl tt she don know ... at last i give her one cute cute pig ... actully is i wan to give yoko wan ! but too bad saturday so nv come ... then i wanted to wait to 24 or 25 one day see yoko got come or not ... then give her ... but i wanted her to be my next friends ... coz her age is 3 to 4 ... like tt ... i think so ... so happy =) at last she play with me and talk to me .. hahas ... i take 3h to know one children i found out ... hahas ... good ... but is abt everyone go then she pla...

i start a new blog ... URL : www.howchildrenlife.blogspot.com ... but i don know wat to do on the blog ! OMG ... help me ... i don know how to change blogskins ? hahas .. nood hor ! link also like siao ... i only find out keegan loves children so i wan he join me ... nxt time ... but not only him .. victor (sch friends ) but he not really like children lor ... i got try on him ! i only wan 5 to 8 ppl join me on this ! but if u wanted to help me up on this blog ... tag me i will think abt it ! coz i don wan some ppl like victor like tt ... hmmmm .... i wanted to find girl ... but i don find who can ! i really don know wat to do ... i only know post link ... and .................................... put pic ! i really don know wat to don help me God ! pls .. teach me in ur ways ... is u the one give me chose this ways ... so i cannot give up on this ... i very sad ! =( ... i really don know wat to do on tt blog ... 2days over ... going to be the 3th days ... i haven even do anything ....

wa... today so tried and happy ... today i go BBQ .. reach there about 3pm ... 4plus i go take bus almost late ... for service ! hahas ... pastor how said that God only work in faith ppl ! so i wan to be a ppl that have faith .. so i call my blog as ihavefaithineverything! this is how my blog URL come from ... hahas ... after service ... i take pic with my sis .. coz they need me n my sis pic .. today yoko nv go church .. feel a little sad ! =( .. coz when she not there i have a feeling .. is sad only .. but after taking pic with my sis .. i go BBQ ... my sis was busy with new friends .. so weixiang follow me .. coz is 8plus ... then i take cad down to hougang from sing post ! hahas ... not everytime take cad ... later if my mum know i die ! wahahaha ... i reach there i didn't join ... after tt .. i join coz i doing thing ... wa ...victor before he goes he ask everyone who free on 24 Dec ... go his house n BBQ ! i got ask him if i come at 8 pm can ! he said can ..but i think i go 0...

wa... i nv sleep on 18 dec ... hahas ... i siao wan ! i nv sleep is because going to sec sch ... in morning then if i sleep later wake very late ... die ... hahas ... so i nv sleep ... but yesterday i very early sleep ... hahas ... 10 plus ... hoho ... i going to BBQ and church later ... i go 2 to 4 pm only see how later wan go back or not ... but i know tt i wan to go church don like last time 28 nov got BBq then nv go church ! i very bad ... i should go church wan ! i forget God ... i hate myself ... but now i going to don care got BBq or not ... but nite time got a lot thing on ... n funny thing going to heppen later ... but for me children and God is the most timportant thing .. Amen ... i feel tried ... man ... i wake up at 7plus ... alone ... wa ... i very long time nv so early wake up liao ... but 8 plus like tt or 9 i go sleep until 10 plus or 11 wake up ! so tried this few day ... when i post nv re read .. wan ... hahas so everytime got alot thing no link wan ... aiya ... and...

hahas ... i know which i going ...haha ... i so happy ! i going to zhonghua ! hehe ... so happy ! zhonghua zhonghua zhong hua zhong hua zhonghua .... i going to be siao liao ... i donno y i like tt sch ... =)tmr i having CG =) 5pm ... hahas i going ... i very bad wan every CG nv go only go from service ! but service i only go from .. sunday wan ... but now i going to both ... coz if i got go sat ... sun i can be upstairs play =) ... with the children ... wahahaha ... they can make me happy and sad ... so cool ... most of the time i saw them i will be happy ... is not happy only ... is very very very happy ! =) .... i most of the time i nv with my CG ... i with my sis CG ... i very bad wan ... i don know y i don like to be in zone F ... but last time i like it so much ... i think i because of jomain ... last time she is a leader... but now not ! so i think is because of this so i always with my sis CG ! i donno y ... = ..... i just know tt not last time but until now i can find wat ...

wa... today ... i very boring at home don go out ! i so good girl ... today ... but is today only hahas ... jkjk... playing ... i 4ever good girl wan ... =) coz ... friday going church for CG ... hahas ... 20Dec busy until siao ... coz got church service n BBQ ... i going 11am to 4 pm go church ... then 7 plus go back hougang ... coz last BBQ of this year ! for us ... xinmin pr sch p6 ... all our friends ... but i don know when can i see them again ... i don know i will remember them or not ! how ah ! btw ... i not tried man ... 5 plus liao ... i don feel like sleeping ... hahas ... but nth to do ... waaaaa... my life is going better then last time ... coz i nv contant my friends ... hahas ... i going to change number donno wan to give yilin or not she my best god sis ... but i really don know ... i don feel like giving her ... i think is because of last time the school family problem... so now i don believe her ... but i 4ever n ever believe ... CHILDREN

wa ... i like children ...the age of 1 to 6 ... they r super cute ... when i with them i will not cry ... hahas ... just ... because of them... i loves smile everyday ... i found out ... keegan is a good head usher =HU ... O.0 ast time i talk bad about him ... hope he forgive me .. but he don know i talk bad about him ... hoho ... keegan ah ... hope u don see tt .... =p ... sorry ... i will be back in usher ... nxt year ... hoho ... 2 more days i going to know wat sch i going ... hahas ... love children !

hahas ... boring ... hehe ... hahas ... nth to do ... hehe hahas ....

i nv go BMT ... i nv pass again ... i need to wait for nxt year ... i miss to BMT(A) .. i waiting to pass my BMT ... i wan to join back usher ministry ... now i need to wait for nxt year ..i will nv forget this day ... first i nv go coz i nv go church 2month ... now i don want to miss this ... but the time over ... is this week ...not nxt week .... i today then know ... is over all over ...

oh ... i again morning wanted to sleep .. but i cannot ... hehe .. coz later i going back to school take thing .... hahas ... i going to sec sch ... i so happy ... =) ... i really feel like sleep ...but can't ... wa ... jux now 1 plus evelyn tell me she going to open BBQ again ... wa i so happy ...but sad thing i not going to church 20 dec ... coz i think this is the last and year i am playing and talking with them coz going to sec sch .... now the HU is Keegan ..... not jian ming liao ...nxt my ah ma going to OP ...but i can't go see her coz ... i got the BMT (A) ... if i pass ... i going back to my usher ... now is the new HU ... keegan ... hmmmm .... y he is the HU ? tt day AC hall not need more ppl ... i go find some ppl they said ok ... but when i ask keegan he just tell me i am busy ask other ppl ... wa i was super the angry lor .... btw AC tt day i saw lin jun jie .. his T-S is yellow wan ..... wa ... after coming hall 8 he go hall 10 ... he super cool lor ... when h...

i will not have best friends or good friends ... in school ... in xinmin primany sch ... and ever friends i also don believe it must ... i wrong in my life ... i go out with my friends ... but most of the thing ... i tell my friends .. but not family ... i 4ever will not believe in friends .. again ... i have already know all thing ... i hate them ...