~I Afraid Of Darkness~

Today is a new year & a new start of my 16 year old life... This year is going to be busy with my N level . My last year 31 Dec 2011 I spend in Thailand, Bangkok ... 555 ... So far I'm not enjoy my day here . This five days I not fun at all ... Because of my sis & her friends sigh ~ 30 Dec 11 I on my way to 7-11 ... While on the motor I saw Snake ... Omg, near my uncle house... So scary~ I still can remember the snake face... Erm... >< dam long Fighting again liao .. My sister hot liao brb

It have been a long time since I have update my blog.... This year holidays I have been working and working none stop on Dec ... Nov is half half (Still got some rest) But Dec is really very tired for me ... 2 Dec 2011 Work HP Photo Center from morning till Night... & that day we need a lot of people.. Because something happened. Mmm, then I can't find anybody.... So, in the end i called Tinghong.... He find GuangYan to help me... Erm.... Oh Yeah ~ TH & GY go Buona Vista ... & I will remain at Queenstown.... hahas I like that. Oh Almost forget to thanks TingHong... Thank that he lent me $10 to change Ringgit... cos i need $20.70 to change to 50 ringgit ... Plus the money changer don have small ringgit already. [ I got A bit don't understand what I'm typing.. hehe ] But this school project have changed my Life in HP Photo Center. My Boss, MR CHIN is very nice to me... & Vivian 2 Dec both of them asked me the same thing. Do you have even money to go Mala...

Today is 11.11.11 ... Is a good day to go out and enjoy with your friends or boyfriend ... But i did have a lot of thing to do today. But because of overslept... I didnt wake up at 11:11am to make my wish! I'm so sad right now . My plan is to go for CCA, D&T Project after that church . den after church go out with friends. after that .. Becos i woke up at 6pm . All my plan are destroy ! Grrr ! I hate it . 11:11pm can make my wish ??? will it come true ? Will it ? I'm really so tired of not waking up on time this few weeks... I shall sleep at living room . so that i will wake up on time . !! Sleep in room can make me sleep for 12h or more ~ Grrr angry >< if bangkok don have flood i will be at bangkok making wish in the morning . 28 Dec den go bangkok . Sigh~ I'm going to miss school for the first jan week !

Life is so difficult for me right now... I'm had enough of everything. I just hope time can stop! Sigh ... Now need to work a lot for money ... I'm going to change my air ticket to Bangkok because of the Flood -.- SO SAD ~ I had a tired week !! [>,<]||

Oh my dear, I have to tell you this.... We have been friend for few years. And I just wanna to tell you this......oh ~ I have been loving you for 9 months & 12 days . And have you ever loved me the same way as I do. Did I ever came across of your mind. Have you ever dream about me. Did you ever miss me. Did you ever ? Did you ever? wohoooo ... Did you ever think of me? After all this problem had happened? Could you just tell me please. I need your answer right now.... (Right now, Right now) Write by : Rebecca PhuaJieYing Do you like it? This is what i wanna tell someone... I really hope this [Someone] could understand me feelings after reading this ... Although I don't know whether this people will come and read my blog or not ... But Once you read this & you think that I'm writing this for you ..Please do Text me ... This time round I wouldn't said "不知道" anymore... I would tell you something else. ( This is what i wanna said, but haven said it out loud ...

It had really been so long since I last update my blog... Sometimes i really wanna to like someone else .. But I just can't forget him... Whenever i wanna to like someone else than him... My heart will came across his face ... I can't forget about him .. & sometimes It really hurts me a lot.. But at least I know that i am truly in love with him for this past few year .. & maybe even "NOW" I think that i am still in love with him .. I tried very hard to like someone else in my class or other school people... but it's just can't help me at all ... cos me & him really had a good past that can never ever forget so easily ... Actually, we shall forget about the past and go on with a better ones... To be honest .. No guys can be like him .. so nice <3 Seriously, I love him for who he is ... Not whether he is rich or handsome.... None of that above ... He is a nice guys that a lot of girls will be falling in love with him ... I remember when we was Sec...

It seem that I didn't really blog about my life this few months. haha I shall blog about now first. before go to few days or few month ago ..... Hey, guess what am I thinking right now? Listening to Thai song again . hehe . You might think that I'm weird . I'm a Singaporean .. Why am I listening to some other language that I won't understand at all . To be honestly, I am enjoying Thai song more than Kpop nowadays. Am I weird ? haha My Aunty & Cousin is from Thailand, Bangkok .... haha that's why I'm listening to thai song nowadays. I also have thai friends who always msn with my in English. & i always hope that i can faster finish learning Thai. So that i can talk to them in Thai language ! I miss my Thai Friends, Cousin, Aunty, Uncle & ah ma alot... 4days ago my sis when to Bangkok ... Before she went to Bangkok the day before... She said this to me.. For sure that you won't wake up in the morning and send me off . haha guess what ! That day 19...

It seem that i didn't update my blog daily ! haha I feel sorry for those people who are reading my blog weekly ... Mmm, My laptop spoil already that's why I don't update blog daily like last time i did ! Sigh, I feel so sad nowadays ! Teacher take away my two phone ! [Iphone4 & Samsung ] Pissed off for so many days ! She give me detention ..... I don't know what I'm typing right now . I only know i very tired & pissed off ~ Mr choo is right i shall go back church ! D:

I need to go back to the hospital on 27 April 2011 .... To check again ... [Hope I Will Be Fine] Yeah Yeah ... & Keith bday was so fun during the night !!!! We go eat and we was talking about Joanne & Bernard .. haha .. Long story ... We laugh for a long time because of keith, bernard, joanne & adele ... LOL Don't feel like updating much thing today ! Go twitter le ^^ bye remember Pray For Japan !!! Anyway good morning .. haha i still haven slp later still go events on in the afternoon ... hoho GTG

Dream as high as you can. Dream as far as you can. Smile until you're old . Love others like your family member. If you feel sad for the Japan people, Then you shall pray for the Japan right now ! In the Jesus name, Amen Goodnight my World & I love you For who you are ! Stay strong as a World ~ Cause God wants to see that ~

Hey Guys, It seem that i didn't update my blog for a long time. I'm sorry for that ... Because my laptop spoil & I'm busying with school work ... I have no time to update at all ... Today I update it's because that this week is a School Holiday !!! ... Another reason is I'm now at hospital ... Yesterday I didn't really know what has happened ! But I'm very sure that I was changing my ear ring ... & suddenly I feel like vomiting & dizzy . After that once I was awake .. I saw my mum in front of me & I didn't know what has happened . Oh my, This was seriourly scary ... This is not the first time that happened in my life ! The first time I went to SGH .... Now i came to KKH ... Sigh, How i hope that I'm a strong girl like others . I don't think I can play sports anymore ! Because of all this unwell sickness I don think I am able to play basketball again .. & not even football. But for sure that I won't give up playing basketb...

Listening to SHINee Music right now ... DREAM FAR DREAM HIGH DREAM UNTIL IT HAPPEN DREAM WHATEVER YOU WANT DREAM UNTIL GOD MAKE IT COME TRUE Sweet Dream [ ASIA ] Have A Good Sleep [ ASIA ] Have A Nice Day [ ASIA ] With Love, Phua Jie Ying Rebecca

Today, During the morning was PE ... & I enjoyed with my classmates . Mm ... But after that was maths . Everything was normal after that is Recess .. After that is CPA !!! Irritating Lesson ... I don't what sia ... I was doing work half way teacher suddenly ask my where is your name tag . then he ask clarence to write my name down ! Crazy sia . He didn't even let my explain . & this year this was my first deten ! This year i'm not going to get any deten . But That teacher give me . & i hate it a lot . This year i am like guai guai want lor . den he give me just because one name tag & i was to office cannot find my name tag ! because friday i forget to bring home my name tag ! Grr.... after CPA is D&T den i ignore ... I just pack my bag and go home ... On my way home .... when i was walking ..... I kept crying until i reach Aljunied Park den i stop crying . Is like inside the bus ppl keep on looking at me ... I'm like making a fool of myself . I have ...

I shall start from 25 Dec 2010 .... Christmas day i went back church and i enjoyed everything on that day .... Every min i spend in church ... On that day i was thinking ... Why only christmas i go back church why don i go back church every week ? I really did wrong in the first place . Always go out with school friend if not go out with pri school friend .... Or maybe stay at home sleep the whole or watch TV ... I really don know why am i doing this ! To waste my time on Show , Sleep .... I never even study during holidays . I just feel bored & tired .. Don't really wanna to go out ... End up 25 Dec i went back ... Because my cousin asked me to ... Plus i 24 Dec never go church thats why i go on 25 Dec .... Why am i leaving God like this ? WHY ? Christmas Day 25 Dec 2010 I have a good christmas service with my zone mate ... & after service i went around church taking picture with C & A zone people . & i did take picture with children too !! hehehe Miss them lot !!...