~I Afraid Of Darkness~

So boring ... mdn liang lesson ... yea ... ytd me , avril chat ^^ .... mummy go to malaysia ... for 3 to 4 days ... this few days ... super tired .. coz .. i need to go home early n do thing ... and i haven even study yet ... =.= today really gng to study for 3hour le like tt le ... tmr is english test ... i wan to cry le ... no la joking ... bt i hope tt i cn pass my eng n sc .... so bored now .... still need to do CE work ... sian lor .. i don like mdn liang .. no la joking ... hahas ... tinghong gng to fail malay ... told me ytd .. next year he also not gng to study malay alrdy ... ... is a gd news ... coz he got 7 to 8 sudject =.= .... he don even understand the malay listening test lor ... blur king .. hahas ... his my good friend now ... hahas ... Tinghong Good Luck For You !!! EOY EXAM ... hahas ... i don dare to talk to him in school le ... u jeaous also no use .. me n th really only good friend .. u anyhow guess so much ... u gt 12 girlfriend leh ... jav. said de ^^ hahas ......

wa ... my life is getting more happy !!! coz i got avril ^.^ hehe .. and also joanne ... she play wif me like bullying .. but is nt .. hahas .. i loves the matter tt we play .. hahas ... monday .. avril came to me house .. and we got but things ... hahas ... i cook ... she watch . ... den end up she also got cook smth .. tt i donno how to cook .. wa. she so zai .. hahas ... ily avril !!! XD hahas .. and i wun cried again .. i wun be sad again .. coz of avril !!! xP ... hehe ... becoz of her .. my life getting more happy !!! =.~ yea man .. i love you ... i am so happy ...hoho ... yea .. yea ... yea .... Huang Ting Hong ... u very zai hor ... no matter wat u scold me .. no nid to say sorry de lor .... den i pull ur hair only .. still need me to say sorry to u 20 time .... ytd i totally wrote on the paper 20 plus msg 20 = to 40 times sry .... but at least u got send me back the 40 times words back ... so nice of u .. O.o ... LoLs .... Thank You !! XD he can really made me smile for nth .....

hai ya , how i hope i can stop finding u into trouble ............. so sad lor .. but everytime i wan to stop some trouble , i will always rmb eoy maybe ... i really like u more than friend ..u also .. but urs is abit only lor .. i donno wat to do ... i wont regerts tt i like you ... i think maybe i too jeslour !!! X( Sorry omg ... i have like nth to say .. but at nite surly gt alot of thing to say de ... ytd very late slp .. cousin lor ... 4 plus den i slp ... 6 plus wake up again (awhile only) 11plus wake up .. first thing update my thing .. exam is coming .. so i don think i will update blog le lor ... i think will but not everydays like tt xP .. hehe .. go do thing .. still got homework ... hahas gtg ... nite time sure update ... coz everynite i got lot of thing to update ... now i look so tired .. but nite time look like a cat ... gd tt i am nt like my sis .. pig !!! WAHAHAHA ... Phua zi ling is a pig !!!!! hehe

hmm .... i feel really sorry to him ... i shouldn't angry wif you in the first place ... maybe i really like u too much ... everytime when i do smth wrong ..u don really angry .. but now u only don wan to tell her tt u don like her ... i jealous until angry ... u so nice to me .. u care my feeling .. but coz of angry i forgot ur feeling ... .. sometime i jux wish tt u can happy ... but i am the one who make you feel unhappy ... u told me if i am not happy .. u will also not happy ... today i found out how much u mean to me and how much i mean to u ... if ziying nv scold me .. i still will not open my heart n think ... she rite .. i nv stand at ur side n think ... i only think of myself in the first place ... since u don wan say ... den don wan say ... coz i will still like u if u don said to her !! ^^ and becoz u care for others feelings ... so tt u don wan say .. i don mind anymore .. coz as long tt u r happy .. i will also be happy ... u scare tt u hurt her ... so tt u don wan sa...

yea . i am back from chalet ^^ hahas .. duing this few days i was having lot of fun .. tt i nv had be4 . . . is good to know some adult from church ... hahas ... i have alot of fun . today jus came back from there .. lol .. i think i fat le lor .. lol by 1 or 2 kg ... OMG O.o ....... lol ... today i donno y my heart like very painful .. aiya .. i should relax myself lor ... nvm this life ... Life sometime can be good ... sometime can be bad ... ......................... i know wat i wan ... i jux wan ppl around me to be happy ... >. but i like nv stay faithful lor ... i found out .. after FOP i don like to go church wan ... i love Asia confe... n AI . confe .... lol .... i very tired lor . this few days ... i donno wat i typing ... but i know tt i am tired ... n my eyes very pain .. hahas ... can i really trust boys ? Nope can i not to like or love ppl ? Donno can i hate him ? Donno Can i like others ppl ? hmm .. Nope Do i think he is faithful in BGR ? nope will i give up him....