~I Afraid Of Darkness~

Life is so difficult for me right now... I'm had enough of everything. I just hope time can stop! Sigh ... Now need to work a lot for money ... I'm going to change my air ticket to Bangkok because of the Flood -.- SO SAD ~ I had a tired week !! [>,<]||

Oh my dear, I have to tell you this.... We have been friend for few years. And I just wanna to tell you this......oh ~ I have been loving you for 9 months & 12 days . And have you ever loved me the same way as I do. Did I ever came across of your mind. Have you ever dream about me. Did you ever miss me. Did you ever ? Did you ever? wohoooo ... Did you ever think of me? After all this problem had happened? Could you just tell me please. I need your answer right now.... (Right now, Right now) Write by : Rebecca PhuaJieYing Do you like it? This is what i wanna tell someone... I really hope this [Someone] could understand me feelings after reading this ... Although I don't know whether this people will come and read my blog or not ... But Once you read this & you think that I'm writing this for you ..Please do Text me ... This time round I wouldn't said "不知道" anymore... I would tell you something else. ( This is what i wanna said, but haven said it out loud ...

It had really been so long since I last update my blog... Sometimes i really wanna to like someone else .. But I just can't forget him... Whenever i wanna to like someone else than him... My heart will came across his face ... I can't forget about him .. & sometimes It really hurts me a lot.. But at least I know that i am truly in love with him for this past few year .. & maybe even "NOW" I think that i am still in love with him .. I tried very hard to like someone else in my class or other school people... but it's just can't help me at all ... cos me & him really had a good past that can never ever forget so easily ... Actually, we shall forget about the past and go on with a better ones... To be honest .. No guys can be like him .. so nice <3 Seriously, I love him for who he is ... Not whether he is rich or handsome.... None of that above ... He is a nice guys that a lot of girls will be falling in love with him ... I remember when we was Sec...

It seem that I didn't really blog about my life this few months. haha I shall blog about now first. before go to few days or few month ago ..... Hey, guess what am I thinking right now? Listening to Thai song again . hehe . You might think that I'm weird . I'm a Singaporean .. Why am I listening to some other language that I won't understand at all . To be honestly, I am enjoying Thai song more than Kpop nowadays. Am I weird ? haha My Aunty & Cousin is from Thailand, Bangkok .... haha that's why I'm listening to thai song nowadays. I also have thai friends who always msn with my in English. & i always hope that i can faster finish learning Thai. So that i can talk to them in Thai language ! I miss my Thai Friends, Cousin, Aunty, Uncle & ah ma alot... 4days ago my sis when to Bangkok ... Before she went to Bangkok the day before... She said this to me.. For sure that you won't wake up in the morning and send me off . haha guess what ! That day 19...

It seem that i didn't update my blog daily ! haha I feel sorry for those people who are reading my blog weekly ... Mmm, My laptop spoil already that's why I don't update blog daily like last time i did ! Sigh, I feel so sad nowadays ! Teacher take away my two phone ! [Iphone4 & Samsung ] Pissed off for so many days ! She give me detention ..... I don't know what I'm typing right now . I only know i very tired & pissed off ~ Mr choo is right i shall go back church ! D:

I need to go back to the hospital on 27 April 2011 .... To check again ... [Hope I Will Be Fine] Yeah Yeah ... & Keith bday was so fun during the night !!!! We go eat and we was talking about Joanne & Bernard .. haha .. Long story ... We laugh for a long time because of keith, bernard, joanne & adele ... LOL Don't feel like updating much thing today ! Go twitter le ^^ bye remember Pray For Japan !!! Anyway good morning .. haha i still haven slp later still go events on in the afternoon ... hoho GTG

Dream as high as you can. Dream as far as you can. Smile until you're old . Love others like your family member. If you feel sad for the Japan people, Then you shall pray for the Japan right now ! In the Jesus name, Amen Goodnight my World & I love you For who you are ! Stay strong as a World ~ Cause God wants to see that ~