~I Afraid Of Darkness~

It had really been so long since I last update my blog... Sometimes i really wanna to like someone else .. But I just can't forget him... Whenever i wanna to like someone else than him... My heart will came across his face ... I can't forget about him .. & sometimes It really hurts me a lot.. But at least I know that i am truly in love with him for this past few year .. & maybe even "NOW" I think that i am still in love with him .. I tried very hard to like someone else in my class or other school people... but it's just can't help me at all ... cos me & him really had a good past that can never ever forget so easily ... Actually, we shall forget about the past and go on with a better ones... To be honest .. No guys can be like him .. so nice <3 Seriously, I love him for who he is ... Not whether he is rich or handsome.... None of that above ... He is a nice guys that a lot of girls will be falling in love with him ... I remember when we was Sec...

It seem that I didn't really blog about my life this few months. haha I shall blog about now first. before go to few days or few month ago ..... Hey, guess what am I thinking right now? Listening to Thai song again . hehe . You might think that I'm weird . I'm a Singaporean .. Why am I listening to some other language that I won't understand at all . To be honestly, I am enjoying Thai song more than Kpop nowadays. Am I weird ? haha My Aunty & Cousin is from Thailand, Bangkok .... haha that's why I'm listening to thai song nowadays. I also have thai friends who always msn with my in English. & i always hope that i can faster finish learning Thai. So that i can talk to them in Thai language ! I miss my Thai Friends, Cousin, Aunty, Uncle & ah ma alot... 4days ago my sis when to Bangkok ... Before she went to Bangkok the day before... She said this to me.. For sure that you won't wake up in the morning and send me off . haha guess what ! That day 19...

It seem that i didn't update my blog daily ! haha I feel sorry for those people who are reading my blog weekly ... Mmm, My laptop spoil already that's why I don't update blog daily like last time i did ! Sigh, I feel so sad nowadays ! Teacher take away my two phone ! [Iphone4 & Samsung ] Pissed off for so many days ! She give me detention ..... I don't know what I'm typing right now . I only know i very tired & pissed off ~ Mr choo is right i shall go back church ! D:

I need to go back to the hospital on 27 April 2011 .... To check again ... [Hope I Will Be Fine] Yeah Yeah ... & Keith bday was so fun during the night !!!! We go eat and we was talking about Joanne & Bernard .. haha .. Long story ... We laugh for a long time because of keith, bernard, joanne & adele ... LOL Don't feel like updating much thing today ! Go twitter le ^^ bye remember Pray For Japan !!! Anyway good morning .. haha i still haven slp later still go events on in the afternoon ... hoho GTG

Dream as high as you can. Dream as far as you can. Smile until you're old . Love others like your family member. If you feel sad for the Japan people, Then you shall pray for the Japan right now ! In the Jesus name, Amen Goodnight my World & I love you For who you are ! Stay strong as a World ~ Cause God wants to see that ~

Hey Guys, It seem that i didn't update my blog for a long time. I'm sorry for that ... Because my laptop spoil & I'm busying with school work ... I have no time to update at all ... Today I update it's because that this week is a School Holiday !!! ... Another reason is I'm now at hospital ... Yesterday I didn't really know what has happened ! But I'm very sure that I was changing my ear ring ... & suddenly I feel like vomiting & dizzy . After that once I was awake .. I saw my mum in front of me & I didn't know what has happened . Oh my, This was seriourly scary ... This is not the first time that happened in my life ! The first time I went to SGH .... Now i came to KKH ... Sigh, How i hope that I'm a strong girl like others . I don't think I can play sports anymore ! Because of all this unwell sickness I don think I am able to play basketball again .. & not even football. But for sure that I won't give up playing basketb...

Listening to SHINee Music right now ... DREAM FAR DREAM HIGH DREAM UNTIL IT HAPPEN DREAM WHATEVER YOU WANT DREAM UNTIL GOD MAKE IT COME TRUE Sweet Dream [ ASIA ] Have A Good Sleep [ ASIA ] Have A Nice Day [ ASIA ] With Love, Phua Jie Ying Rebecca