~I Afraid Of Darkness~

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Today, During the morning was PE ... & I enjoyed with my classmates . Mm ... But after that was maths . Everything was normal after that is Recess .. After that is CPA !!! Irritating Lesson ... I don't what sia ... I was doing work half way teacher suddenly ask my where is your name tag . then he ask clarence to write my name down ! Crazy sia . He didn't even let my explain . & this year this was my first deten ! This year i'm not going to get any deten . But That teacher give me . & i hate it a lot . This year i am like guai guai want lor . den he give me just because one name tag & i was to office cannot find my name tag ! because friday i forget to bring home my name tag ! Grr.... after CPA is D&T den i ignore ... I just pack my bag and go home ... On my way home .... when i was walking ..... I kept crying until i reach Aljunied Park den i stop crying . Is like inside the bus ppl keep on looking at me ... I'm like making a fool of myself . I have ...

I shall start from 25 Dec 2010 .... Christmas day i went back church and i enjoyed everything on that day .... Every min i spend in church ... On that day i was thinking ... Why only christmas i go back church why don i go back church every week ? I really did wrong in the first place . Always go out with school friend if not go out with pri school friend .... Or maybe stay at home sleep the whole or watch TV ... I really don know why am i doing this ! To waste my time on Show , Sleep .... I never even study during holidays . I just feel bored & tired .. Don't really wanna to go out ... End up 25 Dec i went back ... Because my cousin asked me to ... Plus i 24 Dec never go church thats why i go on 25 Dec .... Why am i leaving God like this ? WHY ? Christmas Day 25 Dec 2010 I have a good christmas service with my zone mate ... & after service i went around church taking picture with C & A zone people . & i did take picture with children too !! hehehe Miss them lot !!...

Hey Guys , This few days i'm being tired at home ... I couldn't really sleep very well ... & i just don't know why . I always wake up at 3pm to 6pm in between ... 12am sleep but 2am wake up again . After wake up at 2am .. I couldn't sleep at all . So i watch tvN .... Mmm... tvN got lot of K-pop Music ... I Just love watching tvN (824) & KBS World (115) Cool man . All about korean ^^ Mm... This Year SHINee came to singapore on 29 Jan ... Concert on 1 & 2 Feb ... If next year is on the same date ... I will be going to 1 Feb .. ^^ Because 2nd Feb is my bday . I'm with family !! cos is NEW YEAR ^^ hoho ... I don't know what i typing right now ... because i don't really know what i should post right now ... Sigh , I feel tired ... Because school is starting really SOON !!! Next tue .... 4 Jan Don't know what to do ... But i just hoping to stay at home .. I hope that our school can study korean or thai ^^ (think too much hor) Sigh don wanna post an...

Yesterday Wake up in the morning & i called Avril ... Suddenly she tell me that she cannot go (Some personal reasons > i only sleep for 10pm-2am == (4 hour ) I still remember why i sleep so early .. Is all because i never sleep on 17 Nov ... den on the 18 Nov from morning go out until 9plus . but i did sleep at julieann house for 40 min ! My sis made me cannot sleep anymore then i wake up half way take care her and use laptop ! haha let continue about the BBQ yesterday ... Listen to the recording about 1hour den sis go shower . den change T-Shirt , pack bag and ready to go for east coast ... Walk to MRT with sister . i take train to Paris ris . Bacause i tot is downtown east . end up eehwee sms me is east coast . i think because i am too blur .. haha den see wrong msg . first jaslyn sms me is downtown . but eehwee sms me is east coast . I'm surely a blur girl . like ziying said .. I'm memeblur ... I got lot of nick name sia :O Then i reached Bedok ... U turn back and tak...

Just now i when to buy Mac for breakfast .. After buying that i went home happily ... But when i reached home . I found out that the people give me wrong order !! I was like angry . i wan hot cake you give me big breakfast ? (You're not awake ah ?) After eating ... Then i go watch show (The Gem Of Life) That show is nice ! >. Feel sleepy right now ~ Maybe i shall sleep after this show finish :D Sleep Sleep Sleep Zzz ~ Now raining , this must be a good time to sleep ... So sad , i still watch :D

Today , suddenly Ming Feng (superman) chat with me in msn .. haha so sudden , is like long time no chat , msn , sms & meet . hehe i tell him a lot of thing that i kept to myself for a long time ! Talking to him feel mush more better now . I'm happy that i can forget everything because of his words... Not because of his my close friend or maybe i fall in love to him . haha both not ! Is better of some words that i believe lot of people will agree .... I shall let go the past . I shall keep staying happy . I shall smile in life & don't don silly thing . I shall not cry again . I SHALL NOT CRIED INFRONT OF THAT PEOPLE AGAIN .. MingFeng dam smart sia . He guess that idiot is a guys . LOL and he said a lot of things like blah blah blah ... ( smth like read me mind ) I read people mind a lot of time . But no one read my mind before . Only him . I can only read one people mind very carefully ! That's .... Rat ( that idiot ) Maybe i shall listen to Mingfeng .... 'Forge...