~I Afraid Of Darkness~

I sdon't know what i am going to do now ... I forget to post about the Secondary two camp ... So sad don't know what i wanna to do kow . I can only try to recall about that camp ... Later gonna report at 3pm all the way until 8pm night .. Lol ... Hoping everything will go all right today ! Don't know why today feelings so down ... Maybe i shall stop thinking about all this stuffs . No matter what going to happen in the end .. Just trust your God in every moment of your life .. Live with your lovely smile everyday ... Will brings you Joy & of cos the children &baby can brings you joy everyday ! I gonna be busy today .. > Hoping tomorrow i will wake up early for church ! So sad my sister & brother all have Iphone4 alrdy ... But i have to wait until 27th April 2011 ... Wait till the end ! hahas . Keep growing . Keep Smiling ! I want Iphone3 more than Iphone4 !!! (:

Red Shirt I Just don't understand why you guys are doing all this ? Yeah , you are right ... Red shirt never died ! But You guys kill 91 people .. Are you happy for all this ? Killing is fun ah ? Did you guys think for others ? I know that the PM are not good to the poor .. But no matter what will happen ... Can't you love your family ? You are Thailand !! ( The Land Of Smile ) That's why i love being in Bangkok ... Over there you guys are just like my Second family ... No matter what happen .. Can you guys sit down like a family & talk about it ? PM might be unfair in some way .. But not because of all this unfairness you guys kill people ... Some people have they are own 'Happy Family' & They are kind .. Just because all small stuffs you killed 91 people !! Do you guys think before you do .. You can said now Is all because of the PM ... ( being bad or whatever ) YOU GUYS ARE ALSO BEING BAD TO OTHERS ! ETC.... kill those people because of unfair , angry ? ...

I have beem so long never update my blog ... So people might forget about this blog about ... I was wondering why do people always think that i like him ... I did said before i like him ! But is as a friend ... I almost fall in love with him ! But end up i never ... So pls stop saying that i like him ! I just hate it when people kept saying that i like ! But i don't ! He is just a good friend of mine ( Last Time ) I wish he is still my Good Friend ... But he is not already ! He start being cold to me after Sec 2 Camp ... I know that i am in the wrong first .. But i have beem saying so many sorry to you ! Can't you just forgive me .. I love you as my friend forever ... I had never loved you before & I am hoping you will forgive me ! During friday i asked you fro chat ... & you agree .... I was like so happy & i feel like jumping up and down . LOL But of cos i don dare to jump :P Is just like a feeling to jump ! haha . End of year is coming soon . I am going to study ...

On the 17 August 210 , I vomit in the morning 05:38am ... Early in the morning wake up i was very happy that Tuesday i woke up so early ... But end up wake up so early is to vomit ... -.-ll Irritating sia ..... I remember 3 July 2010 i fall down and the doctor told me if vomit need to go back to hospital ... Lol . That was like one month ago doctor said wan ... so is like this vomit must be nothing want right ? haha . hope so .... This few day school happened a lot of things ... And i think is not fair to me at all .... I never come to school on Tuesday & Wednesday .... I never give letter or MC ..... Then , Mr lam give me detention ... whatever ... Tuesday really vomit leh . you guys don't trust me ... I don't said lies please ... Arg..... Irritating school . Cannot post much cause now very late and i wanna to go find dad right now . . sian now is going to be 5am ... soon .............. Going to off the laptop and go find dad . 7am come back i think . Then come back sleep ...

During those few days ..... I found out that i kept going out with my classmates . I don't know whether is good or bad . But I'm very happy that nowadays i am very close to my classmates . But that is not the happy that i am finding right now . How i hope i can trust someone with all my heart in school .......... Don't know why i just can't . Wondering for so many days . Finally , i know i lost the way with him ! ( Not Dy ) Haha . But no matter what has happened . Is all over ! ~ Start a new life with my smile that's all . haha

I'm always so sorry about what i posted on the blog ... -Sometimes i might have lot of spelling mistake . -Sometimes i might talk bad about others . But i'm sorry , If you're not happy you may tag on my cbox . Thank you -------------------.---------------------.------------------- I haven even say the main point yet .. Being a sport leader , yeah we have to show others the leader of us ! Some did show , some never even show the leader of them ! Is they're problem . But one thing that i don't really understand is ...... I did so many thing for her . Why did she scold me when someone else made her angry ! I only go watch awhile the NDP & played badminton with friend for 1hour . OVERALL ONE HOUR ONLY ... Why i come back you scold me for ? So many SL never report on time , never even come and do duty you never scold them ? i go play awhile you scold me for not doing any work ? Like the express sport leader did lot of thing like that . 1st , Me & Bern...