~I Afraid Of Darkness~

grr.... keith very irritating !!

Hi Guys , Since my last post was like very long ago . The reason is only because of .... Lazy Zzz ... hehe ;P Nowadays my life is like difficult . but i know that i must always think before i do thing . this week i only go school for two days . i don't know why . but i just hope this will not happen again . Monday I sick !! before mon i alrdy feels abit sick on sat alrdy . but i still got go sch on mon . like normal days . but between all tht . during math lesson , i go to sick bay . mr pandiyan come to sick bay and ask me , ray & yik dong wan go home if not go back class . he don wan us to stay over there . And ray very act sia . when teacher come he act tht he is not feelings well ... but before teacher come , he was playing wif yik dong !! i wanna to scold them . but is okay . cause i got the song to cover the background sound ... but mr pandiyan ask me whether wan to go home anot . but i know if i want . in the end mum have to come school . i don wan to trouble ...

Today ... you really upset me alot . I wanan to talk abt tht day things & i really feel sorry for tht day .. so today i wanna to talk to you face to face . but you didn't came to the bus stop today . cos you walk other way .. is my own fault for not telling u tht i waiting for you over there . but why you so sudden change way today . i tot you don like to take tht bus wan . i'm silly & stupid standing there and wait for you !! In the whole world i'm the most stupid girl who waited you over the 40 min like tht . i can't believe tht i am so stupid . and now you ignore me again -.- i really had nth else to say . i can only said " sorry . & i hate you . " tht's all . and i don think you're my good friend anymore D; i really wan to back to few days ago tht you chated wif me on msn . abt your past... Now then i know tht u hurt me alot though today !! O.o Today , i got SSP wif ms tan . hahas . over there i having alot of jokes sia ... actually ...

Yo Reader , Today , I suddenly found one blog that is very important to me last year . I read it and i feel like crying . Cause that blog have alot of past about me ..... I really wanna to back to the past . i rather don wan friend and i choose him . . i regrets but really no use . past is really a past . now is a new start . i shall forget all my past . . I can't forget the past . cause every past really mean alot to me . i wan to go back to past . i miss my past . i love my past . Past i got lot of thing . but now i gain alot alot of thing ~ Why my life so suddenly became like this . i really wanna all the thing back . I just miss my K2 life time . That year really mean alot to me . i wan her back ~~ Should i forget everything ? I don't think i can forget right now ~ Should i give up on the past guy ? I should !! Will i regret in the end ? Maybe O.o" Do i really need friend ? Don't Know Is God really that important to me ? YES . He is very important to everyone . Ca...

Hey guys , Today i help amber to shower .. She was so good girl along the way i help her shower . hahas . cool ... she sick sia . sad cause . soon i having BBQ ^^ hahas . later den undate more . hehe . nowadays lazy to update blog lah . maybe gonna die liao this blog . . hais . i very bored leh > with love, rebecca phua 8D

Hey guys , soon i going to my sec 2 camp . hahas . but today going to study in the morning then afternoon the camp start . . hahas . Everyone let Smile though this whole camp so you could make the people around you feels better too :) Sad that i cannot go church tomorrow . hais i wanna to go wan lor . but nvm go this camp . but i am sorry that i told me leader tht i going for this week . And i miss the children too . hais . i wan them D'; To : Someone Why did you hurt me so much ytd . Angry with me for nothing == To: ---- --- ---- How you really understand what i trying to say > Maybe is really hurtful to say this to you . but u should know you have also hurt me when i saw tht facebook comments tht u have wrote . i cried cos of ur comments . i have really have nothing else to say . . As long that you really understand . den good lor . Thank for your understanding yesterday @.@ Got to go ... hahas . i still have to pack something D; Bye (:

Hey Reader , Yupp . I not going to sleep today .. Cause i don't feel any tired , but i know later during lesson will be dam tired for sure ;P hope i won't hehe ... I will still bring my smile to school although i not really very happy to go school nowadays == I just hoping that my days will be better today :] God , I really pray to you ... Everything will be all right today @.@ As i could live with a Smiling face today ... And make the ppl around me happy too (: Pls lord , i believe that you know what i trying to say today -.- With love , Rebecca Phua 11 March 2010 05:06am