~I Afraid Of Darkness~

26 Nov will Update and reply ur tag :) Thks for reading anyway Going for camp now . Bye bye Love God , Love People , Love Life Thurday after camp going to rush down to xinmin =) follow rebecca koh take result == haix . hope she get a good result =D

hahas . tomorrow got camp from 0815am to 10pm .. wa .. so late sian lo ... den today i not going to sleep ... coz now alrdy 2plus . i know tt i wun wake up on time . if i slp nw .. so i choose nt to slp . i meeting jes at 7 plus .. i scare tt tmr i will be dam tired ... den get sick again .. i alwayys sick is because of ... nv slp on time,nv eat on time,play sports until over time ... haix ... tmr donno got bball anot == but got also cannot go -.- coz of tt camp .. i just wanna to say " i wanna to stop the time !!! " -.- life for me .. is like dam bored alrdy == but i very happy being wif song jie =D today my bro call me go down and buy thing for him .. den i saw song jie wif his grandpa =.="' hahas ... den i tell him ltr i come down again .. i faster rush home ... after tt come down again . ;) play wif he and bring him to mac ... song jie de age is abt javier den age ... i bring him go mac n eat =) i buy happy meal for him ^^ after tt i bring him to toilet n wash h...

I am not good in anything . And i wondering why school is so hard for me . I hear music , i see movie , i learn alot of things . I wants to have more friends to care for . I feel nervous and uncomfortable in school . And i even feel lonely sometimes . I worry about those people around me . And i also wondering do they worry about me ? I care for them more than i care for my family. But do they care like what i do? They dont understand me . b ut is okay . As long that i understand them I tried to be more happy and forget those unhappy things . But can i really forget about it ? Can i forgot the hurt that they given to me No matter what happen i know that God will alwayys beside me and help me up , with all my unhappy things and trouble .. No matter how hurt it is , i will stay strong with my feelings until the end . And i have a BIG VISION I dream to be a doctor to save people . I hope i'm good in studies . If i really good in studies . I could go around the world to save people . A...

hahas ... those days abit tired , bored , happy , sad and even cry ... all have !! haix tired - coz play wif hui lin bro n sis ... wa .. her bro run very fast sia .. hahas .. (both r 4 year old ) go chalet for 3days 2 nite ... play over there ... until 2 plus den slp ... first day i play until 2 plus ... den msg dy until 11 or 10 plus ... hahas .. bt tt days msg th until laters ... normally i msg both of them .. is th slp first lo .. bt tt day is dy slp first .. lol ... dy is my best friend ... th is my good friend .. maybe also like my bro like tt == hahas ....chalet was fun ... after chalet .. me , hui lin , zhi long , rebecca chew go wild wild wet ... den i dam noob == i go 0.6 m like swim ... i go so low coz i donno how to swim .. == den i learning ... swim half way ... my head hit on the floor -.- so pain .. i wanna to cry .. hahas . no la .. rebecca phua wun cry easily ... . hehe ... den nw joanne call me goldfish ... haix ya ... sian ... it is very painful when i hit the floor ....

i wanna to know him more .. i also wanna him to know me more ... i don wanna to argue wif him n also don wanna to do all this to him ... bt is better to end our friendship or others ... today ... like wat pj said .. don i think of his feeling .. ?? maybe no .. coz now he also wun said anything le ... coz he had also agreed ... hope so ... i don care for you .. yeah i don ... actually i did .. so wat .. bt i have to do this .. coz it will be better ... to do it this way ... i dng smth tt is very unfair ... -.- i know for sure ... bt is gd tt i will think properly ... stay wif God until a age for std ... or wait until 20 over == .. nth more or less ... jux end it tmr .. when the last letter goes to you ... it will be better ... i wuld be crying tmr ..for sure -.- bt we r getting very far away ... since i keep on argue wif u .. ya .. we really very far away nw ... i don think we will back to aug ... where by me look at each other smile until very funny like tt ... like wat ur classmate sa...

so sian . tmr still gt school ... when is my sickness gng off ??? haix ... i feel so tired .. coz i sick lor .. -.- tinghong phone gt problem this few days . today jux ok .. cox he jux deleted 5000 msg in his inbox == lol ... i wait until 3000 jiu faster delete .. coz i know tt my phone for sure will lag... hahas. he today jux delete all ... so i know y sun or mon dy msg me . n ask me to help him to msg th .. coz he don wanna reply him .. dy like tt tell me .. == actually nt he don wanna reply .. is becoz of his lazy ... -.- hahas ... lazy to delete msg lo .. him .... ytd th reply my msg .. at 11plus . bt i doesnt on other phone == den morning wake up den reply him .. so i know y he nv reply my msg le ... today jux know tt his phone gt problem .. -.- lols ... today . thanks joanne . for tt 6 miss call or else i wun wake up lo ... i sick den slp until 7plus den wake up .. coz joanne called me .. thank man ... or else i nv go for bball le ... but we go there don have training ... we havi...

hahas . laptop gng to low battery soon lor ... hahas.. nvm . i passed eng , math, sc bt nt CPA . sian lor ... hmmm ... chinese surely pass de. hahas. coz chinese very easy man .. lol.. this few days i getting very far away to alot of thing ... my mind like ... blank after exam .. coz i sick .. nw still haven get well .. == haix .. keith go to malaysia . yup . no one fight wif me le .. hahas . good lor .. tmr gt bball . 9am to 12 am == sian .. very tired wan lor . -.- i don wanna go .. bt cant .. i need to eat more in morning . coz of bball == i don wanna eat lor .. i feel like sleep .. haix ya .. i cnnt type alot coz of the laptop . gng to low battery .. ==LoLs== i gng back to church this or next week .. y i don have usher ah ? the SL nv msg me .. i scare tt jianming don let me be usher anymore .. coz he give my chance de lor .. == sry jianming .. SL nv msg or call me == coz i having exam so i didnt go church . have to study .. bt i don really study =P Goodnight everyone .. gtg =) smil...