~I Afraid Of Darkness~

hoho ... tmr going back pri school .. got alot of ppl gng back .. hehe ... i think after finding teacher we will be gng to PCC .. to play basketball !!! XD .. so happy .. hahas .. can't wait until tmr ... hahas .. maybe tue gng out wif tinghong n dingyuan ... still got more .. but tmr den ask .. but sad lor i got class BBQ ... see whether i wan to go anot .. if not den i go out wif th ndy .. i gng to ask charlotte go along .. XD xp ... hahas .. th don wan go east coast park ... .................. feel like killing him ... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................................ i wan go cycle ..... den he wan to go ETP !!!!! nvm .. see tmr 1st ..... tmr i meeting xinmin ppl.. hohoho.... i miss them !!! i miss my teacher ... tmr go kiss them .. hahas ... ("'=.='") kiss them == lol ... joking only =p now alrdy 0301 am i haven even slp ... hahas i am not pig .. but i am a cat .. miaomiao in the nite !! XD writing some card for teacher n friends ... i change number .. but...

See I Am So Emo !! Thinking Of Church , School , Family !!! XD .... LOVE , FAITH , HOPE

oh o... tmr is SC exam liao .. i still studying rite nw ... i very slow siax .. nw den study ... i donno today whether gng to slp anot ... but hope tt i can pass my SC ... i wan my SC to pass leh !!!! but nw i think my maths is droping down leh ... how ah ??? i miss church too !!! now i very scare to talk to cheryl ... coz i lie to her tt i last sat gng for service .. but end up nv go .. xp .... so sorry .. but i really very tired ... exam soon coming ... CT , CA .. also come liao .... but i think i going to fail .. how ????????????????????????????? i don wan to fail my SC , ENG , MATH , MT ... i very noob in SC , MT but nw i think even math i also donno liao lor .. nv listen in class !!! @.@ i miss pastors , children n lot of ppl !!! x( i very tired .. brb .. see whether can update ltr anot .. maybe going to slp soon .. but i haven study finish my SC .. xp xp xp xp xp .....................arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i very fan ... yea .. btw .. th n dy nw both of them r...

help ah .. i very fan i don wan any one to get hurt !!! i don mind everything i jux wan everyone to stay happy !!! i feel abit sorry to everyone !!! arrrrrrrrrrr........ help me ..... love her ba ... i will stay strong wan .... don care my feeling . pls . she alrdy get hurt liao ... like her la ... Don Care My Feelings La ... Go Ahead !!!!

yaya .. almost forget .. today is weihong bday !!!! hahas me n my cousin msg him ... hahas ... wish him happy birthday hahas ... hehe .. he got reply leh .. 1 month nv saw him le ... i tot wx jux nw he msh him .. n tmr going to give him smth .. donno is wat leh .. lol ... hahas ... =))) KWH Jia You In Ur Study ... and don forget someone is still waiting for u in ur school .. hahas .. lol .. am i crazy ... hehe dy crazy de lor .. add me in 1e1 chat !!! -.- -.- -.-

Oh today no school . coz E-learning .. so sian ... lol .. haven even start yet .... ltr start on eng 1st .. then go on watch some show .. watch until morning or don slp .. hahas no la .. the laters time slp is 7 plus or 9 .. hahas .. i today don feel like slping so early . lol ... hahas ... Jux now go Facebook tag tinghong mun pin n his own picture .. but tt picture he cover his face lor .. last time i got full face de .. but he angry so i delete ... +.+ hahas ... th n her sis went to his NB house today . he play with the baby ... lol ... by his own words talking to me jux nw in msn ... can see tt he loves children also ... cant believe tt .. hahas .. but he don like his sis like tt lor .. xp ... lol very tired donno wat am i taging .. hahas ... tinghong very nice .. i think like wat he tot me .. he not so bad like last time ... (in pri sch ) lol ... i trust him more than last time ... hahas ... ding yuan .. ........donno ... he is the only zhss boy will understand more ... but this fe...

hahas . God make my life meaningful in school ... i know tt is time to go back church ... i miss God , church , pastors , children , friends , adult in church ... & of coz smile .... i lose the smile after tt days i leave church ... now nv saw KWH .. i also starting forget him le ... but i miss the children most ... i wanted to go back church this week but i got wedding dinner n movie with classmate ... should i go church or movie ... ? ... i don miss WH anymore ... but i miss pastors . I leave church jux becoz of some mistaken ... i am wrong . i very sad .. coz since i leave church i got alot of friends in school .. but i lose alot of thing tt is most important ushering , playing with the children , meeting , Most IMP , i lose THE CONNECTION WITH GOD ... And the Smile ... i know everything i have is all God give for me ... i miss alot of ppl ... like gigi , charmaine , angelyn , jollene , felicia i miss them wat should i do ? .. God teach again .. i need u back .. i feel sad tt...