~I Afraid Of Darkness~

wa... i better don wan to know children age of 7 to 10 .. i will die soon ! wa ... even the age of 15 to 20 better don wan to know them i will die soon ! ASAP ... wa ... i hate them ... don really hate coz my pastor said loves ppl ! but i now then know boys like sleep alot ... but charleston is okok la ... charleston okok wei ze die wei hong die WZ cousin die dominic okok cheryl okok wei min okok brenda okok xiao hong loves ai lin okok only wei zw family will kill my life ! hmmm ... die die die ... hahas ... i haven sleep ... i wanted to sleep liao ... so tried ... so tried... die die ... so tried ... i tmr go sch ... hahas going to sec sch ... zhonghua sec sch ! hahas ... i love it so much ... today 1/1 /2009 new year ... hahas ... happy new year .... plus today ... my bday is coming soon ... got 32days ... nite is my bday ... hahas ... hahas ... but i don feel anything will happen good to me ... i have a bad feeling ! Bye !

hahas ... yesterday stay at my ah ma house it was so boring ! .. hahas tonight i go church ... overnight at there ! amen ... last year n this year ... i believe i will in church till old...hahas ... wa ... i have alot of vision to go on ! Pass my BMT Join back usher Study 3h a day (try only) but i believe i can study 3h a day ! and i wish my family , pastor , charleston , ivan , cheryl , wei jie , dominic and my wish will come true ! charleston will be the pastor in future ! i can run the service with all the usher ! hahas ... my life is just very easy ! MY VISION FOR ALL THE CHILDREN can be happy 4ever ... happy lot ... cry (sometime) when i free will online and tell u all abt my life ^-^

My Last Vision : Pass my BMT(A) and of coz (B) Go Back To Usher ...I Want To Run The Service With Others Usher ! This is Now I Really Wish To ... I Want To Go Back To Usher ... ASAP ... I Need To Go Back To Usher ! Like Cheryl Said I Need To Pass My BMT(A) I Want To Pass It ASPA THAT I Can ! ASAP ... I wish BMT(A) is coming .. when my bday come ... 1month 4 days more ! abt 2 / 2 / 1996 ... i wish tt will really come true ... by faith everything are impossible ... In The Name Of Jesus Amen

hahas ... today online is to tell u more abt friday ! wat we play first ================ 1.Haunted house 2.Family Coaster 3.Wet & Wild 4.Pirate Ship 5.Ferris Wheel 6.Flipper 7.Kite Flyer 8.Bumper Boats most we play is Fliper and Ferris Wheel .... Haunted House , Family Coaster , Pirate Ship , Kite Flyer and Bumper Boats (play 1 time only) Wet & Wild i and weihao play 2 time ... other ppl play 1 time only ... hahas .. Haunted House ... is everyone go in ... total 8 ppl ... Family Coaster also the same 8 ppl Pirate Ship is 6ppl . my cousin run away ... weihao n yang lin ... anthony n angela sit with me ...hahas ... i was very scare when the Ship start ... anthony close his eyes ... and wait until i said stop liao then open ... wa ... i really can't play tt ... coz i scare of high ... same with my cousin ... so i shoulden play tt ... i hate Pirate Ship ... i can't believe tt until so many years ... i go ETP ... everytime i try to play tt ... but i 4ever n ever sca...

talk abt friday 1st .... i went out with my cousin , angela , vernice , anthony n siying friend ... hahas ... it was super fun ! but i don really like siying friend ... her friend like trying to do smth on vernice is angela told me tt ... i am very unhappy ... coz of her friend ... btw way yesterday pastor told everyone smile =) ... hahas ... friday ... we go escape theme park ...firstly is i meet my cousin at hougang but at last i saw angela at MRT... so funny ... then her sis call her to join me go there ... we go there play alot of thing ... my 2 cousin 4plus ... go out coz ... they going to meet they r friends ... at other places ... so weihao follow them for a moment ! then he come back and find me ... 7pm angela n vernice go home ... but very funny is got we play Flipper ... but only can 1 to 4 ppl take one ... but we got 5 ppl ... then we black and white... vernice n weihao later 3 pm to 5 pm ... go find yoko ... i wan to take care her today ... hahas ... 6pm like tt ... go...

wa...yesterday was christmas ! hoho ... i very tried ... i was thinking ... wat today should i do ! haahs ... i donno how to go update the children man ! later go out at 11am if i not wrong ... weihao siao wan in the morning 8plus call me ... i yesterday abt 2 or 3 then sleep ... then he call so early ... i very tried ...................i don know wat to do today ... hahas ... i wish my wisher can come true ! how should i ask pastor lia ? .... but if i don ask her next BMT(A) is on jun ... 6month n 5days more ... oh ya ... my bday is coming .. haha ... gotttt 37 days more is abt 1 month n 6days .............hahas ...i donno wat my bday will happen no one know the today , tmr or how ur life is .. good or bad ! aiya ... i know tt later i got fun can already ! hahas ... yesterday is christmas i having some fun only ... i like last year christmas ... i don know y i change to cheryl under her ... is super de not really happy ... but i really know how God talk to me ... i feel the power on f...

wa... today ... is christmas day .. cool .. i having fun in church ... i know five new friends ... they r age is 2 to 3 like tt wan ... hahas ... hoho merry christmas ! today is a wondenful day ... i go up take care some children ... some time with alot children u feel busy ... when u free like a bird ... listen to music ... it is wat i alway do ... but i having fun ..=) in church only .. but i donno wat yilin wan... she today very fan ... said me ma fan ... ? aiya ... tmr going to zhonghua do thing .. after tt go out with yangyang ... siying weihao ... go out play hahas ... i hope tmr can have fun to .. i start to don believe yilin ...i 4ever will not forget ... wat she did to be ... with wendy n vernice ... so i don really believe in her .. coz of tt day ... she and them wanted to keep me out of family ... i forever will not forget .. i am a christin ... wat should i do i think i should find my cheryl ask her more abt christin ! i really don know wat to do ! LORD can u tell me ? Chil...